Orange-

2006-11-03T07:42:00.000-08:00

03/11/2006 Friday

ahhh... decided to blog..

actualli.. just gonna do da quiz..

kinda glad that wy still put my name despite knwing that i was unactive for blog this period of time...

ANWAY.. i shall just ... do da QUIZ

here it goes.....

1. Are you single, taken or crushing?
single ..

2. Are you happy with your life now?
yep .. actually its fine ..

3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with her him fast?
yep .. very fast .. can be slow too .. depends ...

4. Have you ever had your heart broken?
urmm.. ya.. loads ..

5. Do you believe in some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
cheating is smth i hate.. i was cheated once?

6. Would you take someone back if she cheats on you?
i might.. everyone deserves a second chance..

7. Have you ever talk about marriage with another before?
yeah .. to many ppl.. lol..

8. Do you want children?
if i am financially stable.. definately..

9. How many?
if its triplets.. i'll take it.. if not.. 2 i guess ..

10. Would you consider adoption?
not really..

11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know her feelings?

well.. urmm.. it will be good if she keep it to herself..

12. Do you enjoy getting into a relationship?
seriously.. yes and no

13. Be honest, what is the furthest thing you n your ex did?
i choose to skip..

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
umm.. yea

15. Are you romantic?
always.....

16. Do you believe you can change someone?
nah..

17. Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
ya..i cant even argue winningly..

18. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
frankly.. i guess ? whoever ask me who will get a smack frm me..

19. Have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
nope.

20. Have you ever broken a heart?
ya..

21. If one day your best friend falls in love with the girl you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
if i really loved her.. then shall fight for wat u think u deserve.. but still.. choice is up to her..

22. Are you missing someone right now?
nope.

okay done..

ps: thanks wy for my name up in your blog.. shows that i appear on ur mind!!

2006-10-14T21:42:00.000-07:00

14/10/2006 Saturday. Night, Time: 9.42pm

ee... busy busy.. tired tired..

okies.. so i was staring in space today..

when suddenly.. my boss POPED out..

eee.. they brought 2 racks of unsorted clothings pls..

i was like.. UHH?? wth?

damm messy...

they leave it to me to do it..

and went off.. rushly..

so.. i sorted from 3.30 to 5.30 plss..

damm alot.. need to rearrange everyrthing..

need to record the quantity.. and size.. whoa.. leg tired..

then... patrick called me..

and we kinda tok abit..

suddenly he say sorry..

i ask why he say that for..

cuz.. he forget to pay me..

omg la..

cuz today is SAT.. my pay day.. $305 plus plus pls..

lol... and the other day i left my number at bugis street..

e auntie selling bags called me say got new stocks..

but ahh.. i already buy one new bag... upload pic later..

nt so nice ... eww.. regret...

i might just get another..

jokes of e day..

RMB the army guy???

okay ... damm funny..

he today came to buy clothing from me..

and he keep on calling me " brother'..

a few more funny stuffs..

one lady was asking where is ARTIPORT..

smth like dat...and i duno where is dat...

another lady asked me where is Mai Dang Lao(Macdonal)

i heard... Mai Dang Gao(sell cake)

i was like... wth...

damm funny...

haha... okies.. thats all...

orange.

2006-10-14T07:02:00.000-07:00

^drew when i was bored..

^drew when i was bored... nice rite?

^my new bag... nt so nice plss....

2006-10-13T06:19:00.001-07:00

13/10/2006 Friday. Night, Time: 9.13pm

mm.. okays.. im lazzy to blog this few days..

then ytd cuz blogger server was downn..

so skipped and went off to bed..

so ytd.. nth much realli happened...

business onli like..50 plus..

wth...

and smth funy last night..

happened in the mrt...

so sumone just let off AIR from thier butt..

its damm funny..

cuz one auntie actuaally.. pinched her nose..

but the fart was stinky like hell.. i almost burst out laughter pls...

oh ya.. last nite was my younger bro bday..

he turned 12!!

yay.. didn buy him anything..

but his cake was good..

after eating his cake..

i went to cook maggie.. cuz i haven had dinner till like 10 plus..!!

after that went bed..

and TODAY!!

omg.. was tired..

cuz.. this few days.. i keep on dreaming!!!

make me tired.. as if i was realli present..

haii.. slp like nv slp.. had this feeling before??

business today.. WORST!!

=( 33 bucks plsss...

haii.. feel guily..

but i already tried to GET customers..

just FAILed..

well.. i have another 3 days of working.. FULL..

after then.. i feel much much better...

haha..

okies.. tired nww... im go hunt for food before slping..

orange.

2006-10-13T06:19:00.000-07:00

2006-10-13T06:18:00.000-07:00

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Low
Sloth:	Low
Envy:	Very Low
Lust:	Very Low
Pride:	Medium

errmm i hope someone can explain those words for me.. lol

totally duno the meanings...
The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

2006-10-11T21:31:00.000-07:00

11/10/2006 Wednesday. Night, Time: 9.31pm

mmm..

wow... a long day..

reached there damm earlii..

brought lap top.. damm heavy pls..

tried designing blog skin..

but again!!!

i failed badly... zz...

can show u e designs i tried later.. haha

okies..

business... kinda better alittle..

urmm.. $70 plus only..

dude.. its hard to make a living..

=(

mmm.. patrick dropped by today..

aha..

so we talked abit about his outcoming website..

he starting from basics..

duno hw to realli help him oso..

but..

even if he is losing $$$

he is still smile...

O.o impossible........

wanted to close and leave by 7.30pm..

BUT..

as i was closing..

ppl just keep on coming..

so i kanna delayed..

untill.... close to 8 then im off... wth? haha...

yepp.. i guess thats all...

boring life... but at least i get some money..

will be getting a WALLET next week... ^^

yes man...

omg... my mum shouted at the baby...

like hell...

zzz... and she cries like madd...

so poor thing..

i came home..

heard her cried like.. uhh.. 4 times????

haii.. frustrating...

life is like that...

one moment ur happy.. and one moment ur sad...

and right now.. i aint happy..

=( wtf

orange.

2006-10-10T21:46:00.000-07:00

10/10/2006 Tuesday. Night, Time: 9.46pm

oh wow...

wat a day??

ok.. so as usual..

went work..

ok.. was earli today..

but my whole caRt was in a huge mess..

took 1 1/2 hrs to get everything in their right place..

SAT.. and waited..

read magaziness..

stare..

eat..

but...

till 7pm..omg..

NO SALES!!

omg... worried..

till like.. 7plus.. one indian customer came to buy.. phew..

so today's sales.. $24.. sian..

pathetic? i knw..

anyway.. today seemed INDIAN to me..

one customer continuously said that e clothes are too expensive

she said like... 4 times when i already stoped talking..

another was my one and only customer..

one more is another customer..

she continously bargainning with me like hell..

omg.. my jeans cheapest $12bucks..

she bargain 8 bucks.. walk off..

2mins later.. come back .. say 9 bucks..

wth? and btw.. i was already closing..

then other indian girl..on my way home..

she fell pls.. so poor thing..

a grp of dudes..

stood there and luff at her..

by the time im near her..

she got up ready..

okies.. thats all of today...

had badd badd business today!!

=(

orange.

2006-10-09T22:04:00.000-07:00

09/10/2006 Monday. Night, Time: 10.04pm

wow wow wow..

hmm..

woke up at.. 8.30am..

prepared and left hse ard 9.25am..

but.. reached work place LATE!!

by.. 5 mins..

lol.. still i wrote 10.30am instead of 10.35am la..

ok... managed to open the cart quick enuff..

was starringg... no customers!!

till... ard...11 plus!!

starting to earn smth.. haha..

FYON came.. omg..

she came to lend me her magazine..

so in return.. i treat her drink..

ice coffee..

she say bitter.. oh fine.. nx time fruit juice la..

her fren was suppose to contact her..

then they both go see movie and shopping de..

but..

her friend last min say cnt..

and she didn knw where to go..

or who shld go with..

ended up..

with me at the cartt..

-whoops-?

ok.. she lazy to go toilet..

need me to bring.. Zzz..

so we went toilet..

abit bored indeed..

talk talk talk..

and my boss came down..

TOOK my 2 RACKS!

omg.. my display freaking messy.. cuz i got no where to display..

he took those racks to his new cart at alexanda.. whoa..

there got business..

before he left.. he went to buy fruit juice..

he did ask me and fyon if we want anything..

but we didn order..

pai seh la.. haha..

ok.. then.. we were still there...

POOF!! 7.15pm..

time to go..!! pack pack pack..

hehe..

sales : $130 plus pls..

thts good.. hope will be better tmr..

fyon just stood there.. see me pack..

damm messy laa..

finnaly done..

discussing where to hav dinner..

END UP!!.. at whitesands mac!!

aha.. at first is food court de.. but..

i seriously duno wat to eat..

so.. mac is a better choice..

however... we had student meal..

cant even finish the fries la.. omg..

then just walk a few rounds ard ws before going home..

yup.. thats all..

just wondering smth..

how come she can tarhan..

sitting with me all the way till my work ends..

hmmm... cuz she duno where to go??

or cuz no one meet her..??

wonder........ mmmm...
or are there other reasons......
watever it is.. it was a great day..

orange.

2006-10-09T08:49:00.000-07:00

omg.. i almost forget to upload these pics..

me..

2006-10-08T21:05:00.000-07:00

08/10/2006 Sunday. Night, Time: 9.05pm

omgg... first....

my nosee...

damit.. i want slice it OFF!!

sneeze like.. 5 times in a row..

flowing like tap..

wth? my eyes.. got tearss.. T.T

business no good.. from 10 till 3 plus.. 20 bucks

thats cool.. lol..

mm tok to pat and his wife..

abt some online thingy..

he want to create a website or smth...

but.. i dun really noe how to help sia... =(

but.. i went to borrow cd from xh.. hehe.. thnxx..

then gonna bring my dreamweaver book along tmr..

lending him tmr..

hope it helps..

after meeting xh.. i went to.. CUT MY HAIR!!

turns out.. SuCK!

dammit.. so freaking short..

the auntie cut off my TAIL..

sobb.. my long hair nw become SO SHORT..

tsk tsk..

ok.. AXN got the newest season of amazing race..

but it start at 7... which i missed.. repeat is like 12am..

by then i slp liao..

so.. just nw went to you tube..

yay.. will be watching all the episodes from there.. ^^

btw.. rmb that INDIAN LADY?

omg.. her director called me..

asking me if im interested in his global thingy la!!

i was like?? OH? ee? uhh? dunnoo??

he wanted me to attend duno wat huge event..

i dun think i want... cuz.. i wanna focus on studies onlii..

he kept on wanting to meet up with me sia..

btw.. his director is also indian..

imagine i go in there seee..

everyone indian except me how!!

scarry pls...

told my mum abt it.. she thinks its a scam..

haha.. yep.. guess i'll reject him on wed..

since he said to call me again on wed.. pheww =.=

cant imagine if that lady come down PESTER me.. EE!!

btw..

fyon.. UR magazines pleasee T.T

yearrning for them..

tmr will be working from 10.30 till 7.30

FULL!! 45 bucks.. zz

9 hours..

hai.. hw to make time past more quickly?

and..

alcohol is no good...

please..

STOP..

sucks!!!

orange.

2006-10-07T22:37:00.000-07:00

07/10/2006 Saturday. Night, Time: 10.37pm

omg!!

yes ahh.. i got... $267.50 this week..

COOL!!

mmm.. ok business BAD!!

$39 bucks only... sryy.. =,= feel bad sia..

i tried.. but still business like shytt..

ting and bryan came to look for me..

oh yaa.. and my another old pri fren.. mayfen

^^ hehe.. actualli kinda happy when i see them..

let me think abt the funny moments we had last time..

thanks guys..

ok after getting my pay... DASHED to bugis..

went bugis street.. looked and searched..

touch touch.. see see..

finnally cannot tarhan.. chose one of my fav de..

its BROWN.. and plain..

no design.. but.. its simple.. and nice..

i dun wan complicated stuffs laa..

haha.. spent $28 bucks on that.. after bargainning.. (usual price$32)

went to tamp mall.. bought sweets for amanda..

then meet my parents and bro there.. cuz dad wanna upgrade his line..

he had a new fone...

then while waiting for queue number.. mum went accessory shop HELEN.

i told her to choose anything she want.. i'll pay..

then she chose earings.. cheap ba... $3.90

nvm.. my nx pay im treat her.. lol..

cuz she washes my clothes and all..

so i dun feel heart pain to get her some things she want..

so the rest of the money will be going into my bank..

wait for next pay i wanna get a wallet.. cost $29.00 bucks..!!

suits my bag well..

tmr after work going to cut hair.. hair longg liao..

okies.. im tired! stop liao...

orange.

2006-10-06T21:19:00.000-07:00

06/10/2006 Friday. Night, Time: 9.19pm

urrmm.. wow...

tired dayy..

went to work on time.. opened..

no customers sia...

sat there.. till 12 plus..

finnally!! earned 8bucks..

then another 12 bucks..

then more came..

then... i met a wierd customer.. indian lady..

she said she was a poly teacher.. so i asked.. which poly..

end up she told me a poly in india..

lol.. damm funny..

she toked to me abt some e-commerce business thingy..

then say she got tickets.. ask me tmr free to go..

i was like..uhh... nt my type of tea??

but still she talked.. and i listened..

then she ask for my number!! i damm shocked la..

then i tot got ppl will go to my drawer and take the cash while she distract..

lol.. so i go lock it first then tok to her again.. haha.. feel safer..

no choice give her my number..

damm wierd sia..

ok so earned $70 bucks nia..

but ah.. time realli past slowly sia..

suppose to go at 4.. boss called.. say she will be late..

so i was asked to work till 4.30..

then... at 4.30..she called.. said latest be there by 5.00

at 5.00 still nt here..

TILL 5.37pm.. omg.. zz

finnaly im released..

tmr will be going.. bugis!!

since its SAT.. i will get my pay.. about..200 plus.. YAY!

ps: thanks to all those who msg me while im at work.. solved my boredom!!

orange.

2006-10-05T19:30:00.000-07:00

05/10/2006 Thursday. Night, Time: 7.30pm

lol.. omg..

earlier and earlier..

guessed i'll be da first to blog tonight..

haha..

urmm.. gonna slp earlii cuz headache due to lack of slp..

okay today reached on time..

omg why i so punctual?!

haha.. okay..so started PACKING..

omg.. and so much for me to check..

display messy.. cart messy.. stocks messy..

god damm..

more customers just pour..

made quite alot today alone in da morning..

thou i was freaking messy.. entire place in a mess..

lol..

i earned like uhh... $136 in like 4 hrs?

better than ytd.. $20 in 8hrs..

haha.. yay.. getting my pay reallliii soon..

faster SAT!! i wan get my bag right after i get my cash!! WOO.

lol..considering wat kind to buy.. mmm...

boss came earli today.. ard..3.30

shocked!! scare me when she dropped by..

tok abit abit..

didn see patrick.. cuz he went to do his own business..

haha..

omg i realised today that the ah peks there are perverts pls..

they sit there.. looking at girls walking past..

look at their reaction!! omg.. zz..

ytd worst.. one old man.. managed to kinda tok to a maid..

and if i nt wrong.. they DID tat... omg...

oh yaa.. today walking to ws.. walk past a child care..

sooooooO emo time!!

they look so innocent..

one even had a fall.. poor thing..

some crying.. some singing..

so cute sia..

walked.. cross e road.. saw another one with her mum..

so cute sia.. but she fell at the roadside..

so poor thing.. wished i could like help her up.. haha..

but i didnt cuz i walked too fast??

SO AH!!..

my future gf ...

i hope..

ur nice..

ur cool..

ur fun..

u have a good heart..

u have nice hair..

u have a great family..

u have great freinds..

and !!!

PLEASE love CHILDREN! =P

haha.. ok.. stop..

omg.. i gonna earn alot untill 22!! yay..

save save... need to save up!!

tts all..

orange.

2006-10-04T22:55:00.000-07:00

04/10/2006 Wednesday. Night, Time: 10.55pm

eeee...

BORED!!

today reached there earlli..

so slowly did my stuff and setup..

no customers at all the entire morning!! omg..

zzz... 12 plus.. still zero!!

finnallii.. one came.. $12 bucks..

then ang mo came.. $8 bucks..

tts it.. zz

count down.. till 4pm prepare to show lousy results..

suddenly..3.30pm, boss called and ask me continue work full..

so.. phew more time for me to get customers..

waited till 7pm.. STILL NONE!!

im falling a sleep..

lolx... went to buy food.. fish porridage sucks pls..

waste $3bucks..

urmm.. eating half way.. POOF!!

ah pek came and bought 3!!! lol.. $36 bucks!!

then ah ma came and bought!! $$18!!

haha.. add up more than $50.. pheww...

wanted to pack at 7.30 de.. but must serve them.. plus i finish my food..

already 7.40pm..

suddenly!!!

boss came in with more STOCKS!!

omg..... the plastic bag so BIG la..

and she wants to me count and check and arrange tmr..

zzz... eee... siann... need to bend up and down!!

went home.. bought mac for bro..

then walked home..

i cooked mee.. cuz my dinner tio interupt.. and its sucks..

haha.. okiee.. tts all

btw i earnned $50 bucks today.. yay... =P

can buy baggg... still no takers siaa... =(

orange.

2006-10-03T20:54:00.000-07:00

03/10/2006 Tuesday. Night, Time: 8.54pm

ahh.. headache!!

okay wake up one hr later..

cuz work start at 10 instead of 9..

reached on da dot!! haha...

so opened the cart alonee...

sky was dark lor.. like gonna rain.. air con damm cold..

soon.. business came!!

total earned for me is 50 plus nia..

after pat and chearia came..

they had a total of.. 200.. omg.. tts alot..

i brought sweets.. chips.. bread...

and EAT!!!!

so bored laa..

after work.. chearia told me the drawer got more snacks..

ask me eat nx time.. lolx.. they bought for me laa.. =D

then went to ws library..

find magazines.. but cnt borrow?!

so go fiction corner..

pick 2 books.. with red and black bckgnd.. lolx..

should be nice.. bring to work and read..

zz..

then went to buy some chicken pie.. damm nice la..

eating them later..

okay thts all.. stop here..

faster get my nx pay.. wanna go shop for bag !!! anyone wanna go with me?

msg me for a date!! lolx.. -ahem-

ciao!~

orange.

2006-10-03T05:43:00.000-07:00

Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions until you've named the 20 people.
1.pei qi
2.russell
3.patrick
4.wingyi
5.hockmeng
6.hasita
7.fernnice
8.pauline
9.xuehua
10.matt
11.mal
12.xiaowen
13.wanqi
14.fyon!! almost forget
15.stanely? lolx..
16.eugene!! lolx..
17.justin
18.kel
19.kimchoon
20.edmund

How did you meet #14 (fyon) :omg.. pri5? she was sitting beside me.. and we argued about almost everything..i pulled her hair.. she pull mine..

What would you do if you didn't meet #1 (peiqi) :wun live as happy

What if #9 (xuehua) and #20 (edmund) dated : wierd.

Would #6 (hasita) and #17 (justin) make a good couple : NO

Describe #3 (patrick) : My boss.. nice.. ownage man.. great husband..great businessman..everthing about him is great..xecpt his hair? he has a good HEART and Soul!

Is #8 (pauline) attractive :haha..yep? she is fair..and got good sense of dressing.. STAY FAIR! avoid the sun!!

Describe #7 (fernnice) :hmm..ABOVE NORMAL

Is #12 (xiaowen) a family member? : lol... nope..

What would you do if #18 (kelina) confesses to you that he/she likes you : that wun happen to me..

What language does #15 (stanely) speak : wat he speak = wat i speak.. ahem.. my sibling?

Who is #9 (xuahua) going out with :no one

How old is #16 (eugene) :urmm..12? i lazy to think back.. i knw he this yr pri 6.. lol

When was the last time you spoke to #13 (wanqi) :class chalet.. urmm..25 sept..

Who is #2 (russell)'s fav band/singer : duno lei.. only knw he likes one song..." GET HIGH~"

Would you ever date #4 (wingyi) : nope. nt my type..

Would you ever date #1 (peiqi) : nope.. nt my type oso..

Is #19 (Kimchoon) single :NO.

What's #10's (matt)'s last name : FOO!

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11 (mal) :nope..friendship YESH!

School of #3 (patrick) :omg this is hard.. i hardly knw him pls..zz

Where does #6 (hasita) live : Pasir ris..near police station!!

What's your fav thing about #5 (hockmeng) :he is nice and da fang(in xephonia chalet). a great frend who at least wun backstab???

Have you ever seen #2 (russell) naked : nope.

2006-10-03T05:19:00.000-07:00

Quiz

3 names you go by
1.clarence
2.orange
3.swee swee

3 physical things you like abt urself
1.height
2.nose?
3.ear?

3 physical things you dislike abt urself
1.weight plsss
2.eyes
3.mouth

3 parts of my heritage
1.english?
2.chinese?
3.singaporean?

3 things you cant stand
1.Liers who called themselves friends
2.Annoying ones.. eeww
3.Backstabbers! and those who made use of others

3 things that scare you
1.a broken family
2.meaningless life
3. no more

3 of your favourite shows
1.Ghost(its actually a romance/love show with some ghost)
2.America's next top model
3.American idol

3 of your favourite anime
1.none
2.none
3.none

3 of ur current favourite songs (songs on repeat)
1.Flying without wings - by westlife
2.My love - by westlife
3.No promises - by shayne ward

3 movies you can watch over and over
1.urm.. none?
2.none
3.i dun watch repeated shows.

3 movies you would like to watch
1.none
2.none
3.none

3 things you are wearing right now
1.specs
2.shorts
3.underwear.. phew just nice 3 pieces.

3 things you want in a relationship
1.LOVE
2.committment
3.trust
4.understanding
5.fun
6.care

3 physical things of the opposite gender that attract you
1.HAIR
2.height
3.size

3 bad habits
1.keeping problems
2.bad memory
3.stress myself up

3 of ur favourite hobbies
1.singing
2.tv
3.just THINKING too much

3 things you wanna do badly right now
1.get a bag
2.get a wallet
3.eat my chicken pies

3 careers you are currently considering
1.Singer!!!
2.Actor.
3.office boy? lolx.. i wanted to become air-steward last time sia..

3 kids name you like
1.Dave(boy)
2.Priscilla(girl)
3.none

3 places you wanna go on vacation
1.a country with ice mountains
2.a country with da best sun set/sun rise
3.a country where i can fit in best.

3 things you wanna do before you die
1.earn lots of money
2.own a dog
3.make a lousy record and request to be burnt tgt with me..

3 ways that you are stereotypically
1.none

3 crushes
1.none?
2.none?
3.none? -not anymore

3 ppl u wanna tag
1.mal
2.wq
3.fyon

phew, im done

2006-10-02T21:55:00.000-07:00

02/10/2006 Monday. Night, Time: 9.55pm

woke up earlii.. went to work earli too..

haha. okay..

reached there.. was relieved to see that my stall still SAFE

pheww..

haha..

nth happened..

so started opening..

looked ard.. like so sian.. took the iron.. and started ironing everything..

lol..

finished ironning some till hand tired.. so stopped..

look at time.. 9.36am.. kinda fast..

lol..

time past quickly cuz i reading magazine..

had lunch at abt..1.15pm

food sucks.. zz

yuck..

tmr tink i eat bread better.. lol..

looked at every min frm then on.. cuz..

4pm will be my releasee..

time PASSED slowly...

so did another round of ironing at 3pm..

finished summore.. at abt 3.47pm..

waiting waiting waiting..

POOF..4.00pm !!

soon pat and cheria came.. lol..

pat brought some other hangers and mental rods.. to expand his display..

i immediately told him.. sales badd...

$24 bucks only..

so sad sia..

he said nvm.. cuz its mon..

well.. stupid customers!!

we talked abit.. till abt 4.30..

he asked me want coffe anot..

lol.. of cuz i dun wan la... i shy mah...

LOL..

thought abit.. and decided to go bugis street see bag..

so went there lor..

walked and walked..

and urmm.. confused.. wondering wat bag should i buy..

so see abit liao.. then go off..

damm tired..

stood all the way till im at ws..

then walked hm like i always do..

wanted to slp after then de..

but.. used the comp and watched tv..

then had dinner..

and dun even have time to slp..

suppose to meet fyon..

want her to pass smth to me de lor...

but.. mi too tired ler.. =X

so i shall pass... Zz..

yeepp...

guess thats all..

needa rest.. tmr start work at 10am..

6hrs nia~ = 30 bucks..

lol..

orange. -summone just get me e ice coffee....!!!

2006-10-01T22:24:00.000-07:00

01/10/2006 Sunday. Night, Time: 10.24pm

ahh.. leg damm tired..

ok.. so went to work alone..

dammit..bored..

reached there like damm early..8.37am larr..

start onli at 9.00

still.. i opened early.. and wrote 9.00am laa..

zz.. k then started working lor..

pat's wife suddenly called..

ask me work full day instead of till 4.00pm..

i was like .. omg.. zzz...

but nvm laa... at least i earned $55 bucks in a day..

tmr will be working till 4.00pm..

then maybe i go bugis street.. need my bagg..!!

oh ya.. today wy didn buy coffee for me.. sad sia..

haha.. lucky!!!

fyon bought.. haha..

she bought a pen for me.. ask her buy de..

cuz i spoilt their pen..lol..

then.. coffee i ask her buy..

phew.. that coffee was needed.. cuz i was falling asleep..

at abt uh.. 6 plus.. i felt damm wierd sia...

i looked outside.. i saw 3 guys..

staring and sitting there..

they stare at my cart!! omg..

one of them sat there for about 3-4 hrs please..

damm scary laa... lol.. 3 of them just stared and look at wat i doing..

when i moved or stand up..

they looked!! when i look at them.. they turn away..

sounds scary?

urmm.. lol.. so if... smth happened to me.. pls..

TELL MY MUM abt it!! lolx..

went home safelyy.. phew.. hope tmr go back there the clothes still there..

today's sales..... 136 bucks..

siann..

ok.. stop here..

wish me luck tmr la.. hhaa..

orange.

2006-09-30T22:58:00.000-07:00

30/09/2006 Saturday. Night, Time: 10.58pm

wee... kinda in better spirits today..

nt as tired as ytd laa..

but..

i recieved my first pay liao..!!

$143 bucks..

cool..WOO..

more to come..

but... damm sad la hor...

im going to work alone.. wy only joining me on 9-13 oct..

will be waiting for that day laa..lol

can challenge the SPIDER thingy.. =D

business was bad.. zz.. urmm.. $108 bucks.

damm sad sia.. a SAT with so little money..

tmr SUN!! hope can get better sales man..

feel guilty la.. patrick nice guy.. but.. cant help him boost up sales..

he loss money liao lor.. D=

omg.. tmr i will be working from 9 to 4..

ALONE! eee... will be damm bored la..

pat's wife will take over from then lor..

something bad happened to day!!

i realised that my bag ALMOST or close to spoiling laaa..

omg.. i need a new bag soon..

i need a haircut soon..

i need a wallet soon..

lol..

gave my mum some money.. since she wake up at 5 everyday to prepare food..

thanks mum..(thou u wun see this la)

after 22 oct.. maybe i'll just get my mum a clothe, wallet, bag, or smth la..

she poor thing lor to me..

seriously i feel sad when i see her..

that why i think i should spend more time with her..

everytime i come home.. i tok to her..

keep her company.. at least she knw i care laa..

well.. mum.. stay strong.. no matter wat.. theres still me.. =)

orange. - u suck.. nightmare...

2006-09-29T22:32:00.000-07:00

29/09/2006 Friday. Night, Time:10.32pm

lol..

TIRED is da word im using..

wy called and told me she work till sat liao..

cuz from sun.. we work alone.. shift laa..

then like damm sian..

and.. cuz there too many AH PEKS..

wy's mum dun fang xin.. so.. end up she wanna stop..

abit sian lor if she quit la.. lol..

then i'll be ALONE.. yucks..

okay.. today WY WAS LATE..

eee.. finally im on time..

haha.. took train.. and both had seats la hor..

must be kiasu sia.. if nt must stand..

sit.. and me falling asleep.. wy..as usual.. slept..

reached there alittle late.. but its okay..

no one knows.. so.. shh... =P

business nt good sia.. 100 bucks is all we earned.. zz

discounts after discounts..lol..

okay.. watched Mr Fighting.

nice laa..lol..

thou i only watched the ending few disc..

abit touching... ABIT la.. lol.. SLIGHT!!

finished like the last few cds and POOF.. 3 plus..

spend time playing some poker games on my comp..

bored la..

had lunch like.. 3.30pm la.. lolx..

that was dinner for me too .. too full.. pukesss...

after that.. we hear songs.. lol..

sry wy.. my songs all english.. most westlife..

haha..

nt bad la.. sing sing sing..

lalala~

played till like 7.55pm.. whoops! forget to pack up..

so packed finish.. 8.30pm!! extra bucks!!

woo...

lol.. went home..

crapped in mrt la hor..

lol.. luffing again..

and now then i realised..

WY says " normal la" more than like 50 times today..

lol..

okay.. thats all..

ps: fyon.. my wallet!!! get one for me!! haha.. urmm.. red and black la hor..
btw.. anyone needs a job? nt under patrick.. but.. quite close to our stall hehe.. msg me!!(selling watches)

orange.

2006-09-28T23:28:00.000-07:00

28/09/2006 Thursday. Night, Time: 11.28pm

wow.. tired..

3rd day of work..

brought lappy to work.. damm heavyy..

plus my food.. whoaa.. heavyy!

reached and start setting up..

new clothes came la.. so more business??

time pass faster cuz wy brought DVDs to watch..

HORROR!!..

end up.. me almost falling asleep.. and she.. SLEPT 3 times or more..

lol.. well.. ya.. tok and luffed la hor..

normal la..

my food and her food.. (cup noodles) so tempting sia..

right now im damm full.. haha..

btw.. having headache now la.. ZZ

we left work at uhh.. 8.25pm..

took long time to WRAP the stall with e cavas thingy..

so hard sia..

hope none of those clothes were missing by tmr..

haha..

took train.. in mrt... WY.. SLEPT again..

me looking at the opp side..

2 children..(1 boi, 1 girl) maid.. grandmother..mother..

okay.. i almost burst out luffing..

the girl abt 5 yrs old.. talked non stop sia..

and her actions all damm cute..

she looks into the reflection and toks to herself with actions..

ahha.. her mum ask her to keep quiet..lol..abit noisy..but funny..

and her bro.. about 3yrs old..

wat he did was to say " DING DONG" damm loudly..

he repeatedly said that for like more than 10 times..

i almost wanted to luff laa.. cant tarhan sia..

but their mum always look at me.. i pai seh liao.. whaha...

but i can see.. their mum is great la..

didn say my isnt hor.. she woke up at 5am to cook rice for me sia..

haha..

okies.. guessed thats all..

btw.. when i woke up.. mum told me smth.. i was PISSED..

at...... HIM..

tts all.

orange. - a boo for u.. do such things.. pukes.. LIES.. hatred..

2006-09-27T22:39:00.001-07:00

27/09/2006 Wednesday. Night, Time: 10.39pm

ahhh... 2nd day at work..

who i had with me? WY.. lol..

okay.. so.. woke up freaking early.. 6 plus..

preparing food to bring to work..

so can save more money and buy my bag and wallet!!

went to meet wy at tamp mrt at.. 8.05am..

i was late by uhh.. 2 mins? lolx..

STOOD.. instead of SAT!..

dammit.. those business man are sure kiasu.. lol..

okay.. reached ppl's park centre at.. 8.55am?

start work at 9.00am!! started opening up..

lucky wy was there.. else.. its hard to fold the cavas thing..

TOO HUGE!..

ok.. there was only one chair and.. i gave it up for her to sit..

GENTLEMANLY please.. hehe..

soon... boss came.. with.. ANOTHER CHAIR which i requested frm him..

thanks man.. pat is REALLY REALLY NICE..

he is damm flexible sia..

we even request to bring laptop.. and wan watch movie tmr while doing business..

and he said.. OKAY.. im fine with it..

tell me.. where in the world can u find such boss??

hehe.. will be getting my pay on SAT..

guessed thats all..

oh ya.. me and wy chat so much today sia..

guess thats all..?

tmr needa wake up early again.. sian..

decided to stay till night thou i was only paid till 2.30..

orange. -tell me wat to do?

2006-09-27T22:39:00.000-07:00

2006-09-26T20:35:00.000-07:00

26/09/2006 Tuesday. Night, Time: 8.35pm

ahh.. okies went to work..

before i start mentioning about work..

wanna congrats..

HADY.. okie..

i think he has a great voice..

deserve to win..

i THINK he is better than prev idol la..

okayy.. urmm..

woke up daammm earli... about..

7.10!! whoa.. was feeling tired cause last nite i didn sleep ...

only seriously slept at 4.00 am when i lied there since 12 plus..

i just cant stop my mind from thinking...

everything.. all my prbs.. just POOF up my mind..

i tried to force myself to stop by " counting CoWs.."

lol...

FAILED..

work was okay.. like i said..

GREAT boss..

but.. he was late.. made me wait for uhh.. 30 mins!!

ok.. he rushly tell me how to do with .. and i started to check my stocks..

omg.. chaos.. so many designss.. duno which.. zzz..

gave up..

then kinda waited.. AND POOF! my first customer.. ah! $12 bucks sold.. hehe...

boss dropped by to have lunch..
is that a reply ?
when he came back.. my business was SUPERB!!..
juz to let u knw..
one after another.. from $51 bucks to... $118 leii..
wasnt thinking abt anything..
haha.. not bad.. at least i tried..
dun worry..
mm.. left at.... 4.00pm..
i'll stay single..
ya thats about it..

tmr will be leaving house damm earli.. need reach there by 9am!!..

lol.. and needa stay till 9.00pm to PEI wy.. and help her close..

yup..

guessed thats all.. ^^

eyes closing.. hee..

^ waiting for patrick.. zz

^ my stocks..

^ my stock check..

^i want buy this for amanda.. =)>

orange.

2006-09-25T09:16:00.000-07:00

25/09/2006 Monday. Midnight, Time: 12.11am

urmm.. wow.. first day of chalet..

acutally 5 ppl meeting rick..

pq said wz cant come..

then she called and say she cant too..

then the couple.. just and kel.. were late..

ended up.. was me and rick nia.. lol..

ppl tot we are father and son sia..

seriously i wished i had a better daddy.. -.-;;

daammm...
omg.. i saw the eyes..
okay.. carried and brought the rest of them who arrived to chalet...
it hurts..
our chalet called.. Terrace 2.. BAYAN TREE.. yucks.. wat a name..
cant bear..
cool.. but dirty.. leg damm black.. lol..
but dun dare..
started fire and cooked..
sorry. =(
fire was hard to manage.. thanks to wq... lolx.. ^^

okay.. then... rick family came.. his son.. damm cute la..

call wat uhh... -Ruel? Ru.. and a L to pronouns la..

yeah.. i did not eat much sia..

duno why.. just.. urm.. didn eat much..

went off with a few others..

needa get some rest..

tired..

orange.

2006-09-24T23:41:00.000-07:00

24/09/2006 Sunday. Night, Time: 11.41pm

mmm....

woke up LATE.. 12.10pm..

ate lunch ard 1 pluss..

wanted to go sun tanning.. but..

the sun turned me down..

so decided nt to go..

went shower.. and washed my towel..

came out.. POOF..

sunny~

disappointed sia.. lolx..

okay.. then.. waited till ..4.45pm..

waited under my blk.. and omg.. fernnice was late..

tsk tsk..

waited till like.. 5.05pm.. ee.. late..

always ended up me waiting for her sia..

ok.. walked to DTE..

met up with russ and has and matt..

okay.. so just slacking ard..

playing with lappi.. haha..

yup.. wanted to make own blog..

think its too complicated .. so kinda give up..

ate mac.. dun think its nice anymore..

so boring food..

KFC next time pls.. lol..

mum called and told me she bought food for me..

so right now.. still have one packet of bee hoon untouched..

my supper i guess..

with.. CHICKEN WING.. and smth else.. lolx..

kinda full now sia.. but still needa swallow that packet..

ok..seriously.. im broke.. haha..

BTW.. i haven take my money from fernn..whoops..

i totally forget..

tmr is chalet..

following day = WORK..

yay? or boo? lolx..

k la.. off now..

thats all. =P

some pics i took while waiting..

note

NONE

orange.

2006-09-23T22:05:00.000-07:00

23/09/2006 Saturday. Night, Time: 10.05pm.

omg..

i am blogging freaking earli today..

last night pq called me at 2 plus..

just cuz she scared..

but then.. me too tired..

so pai seh ah.. X.X

lie on bed..

cant sleep? O.O

had tots on my mind till i fall asleep..

woke up 10 plus..

waited and waited..

finally ready to go out..

lolx.. CAP CAP CAP..

ahh.. do i look wierd anot?~

met up.. reached and only saw..

pq and wq.. the " Q " s..

went toilet.. came out.. POPPED xh..

then xw..

then ed..

then.. kc..

waited for the last..

WY!! ee.. late...

haha.. went loyang point super market..

slpt in the bus even thou the journey was damm short..

then.. grabbed stuffs.. budget is da word..

carried them to.. wq's hse..

went to mac..

looking at the menu..

got no idea wat to eat..

so ended up with coke nia..

then.. went to order satay..

mm.. i wanna go sun tan sia.. any TAKERS?

okay so chalet is coming just sooo soon..

work too..

My Thoughts..

why is it this way.. me so confused.. no one is moving.. not u.. not me.. there are so many ways where i can walk out of this.. which way should i take? which will be da best route? any hints? any clues? or at least tell me so? pull me out from that track.. i feel so lost.. confused.. or maybe......... remain STILL..

orange.

2006-09-22T00:59:00.000-07:00

23/09/2006 Friday. Midnight, Time: 12.58am

ahh... woke up freaking early.. 7 plus..

me crazy.. and finally.. went to park..

ran...

uhh 5 rounds round de park and i am panting like hell.. wth?

yeps.. went home.. took shower.. ard 8 plus.. damm early.. had breakfast..

the bread sucks.. taste so plain.. and poof..

my mum started her daily housework..

was lying down with amanda(uh.. baby btw) lolx..

and i fell asleep.. Zz.. woke up.. she still lying there.. so guai sia..

wahah.. then.. went online.. chat chat abit..

then evening.. watch tv.. till fall asleep.. omg.. am i that tired?

o.o wake up ard 8 plus..

had dinner...

and..

went online again.. have been hearing westlife songs since i sat down..

lol too nice to be missed..

realy.. i suggest.. one best date event -> * westlife concert*

and nw i am hungry..!! had bitcuits and milo..

whoa..

thats all i guess.. hehe..

note

glad..

sad..

hopes..

should that happen?

ps: umm.. sry pq.. think u shld knw why... btw.. anyone here knws how to bake cake? PLEASE TEACH ME!! D=

orange.

2006-09-21T01:38:00.000-07:00

hmm.. america's next top model.. this yrs season..

fav girl is...

joanie.. ^^ and once again.. my choice = runner up.. zz

2006-09-21T00:48:00.000-07:00

21/09/2006 Thursday. Midnight, Time: 12.48am

alrighty..

wow.. sleeping day for me..

eat slp..chat.. slp again..zz

didn realise i need so much rest..

haha.. chatted with pq in msn..

wow.. talked about some stuffs.. not bad..

went out at night..

to DTE mac.. have supper with russ and has..

cool la.. we managed to find some stuffs to do..

funny.. fun..

stayed there till mac turns light into romantic..(dimmer)

and.. shutters starting to go down..

kinda walked myself home quickly..

haha.. *pants*

didn eat my dinner dammit..

ended up munching peanut butter with bread.. and .. Milo..

yup.. guess thats all..

a meaningful pic.. with lots of meaning..

note

wants to punch him really badly..

1 am is da time.. zZ

really wished to turn the time back..

is it possible..?

say it to me..

i hope..

i wonder..

orange. -Hopesss.. D=

2006-09-20T00:25:00.000-07:00

20/09/2006 Wednesday. Midnight, Time: 12.25am

mm.. okies.. a normal day..

woke up late.. due to late sleep last night..

thinking about some stuffs.. hear song till Zzz..

at noon.. was toking to my mum..

argue started.. she told me wat found a job at tamp.. ask me want anot..

i told her dun wan..

reason: cause i already promised the other boss.. then he sort things out liao.. now ask me back out? stupid or wat.. and.. there she goess.. NAGG~

then she start saying bout electricity.. and again... put blame on me.. saying.. LAPTOP uses more electricity.. i was like.. uhhh.. WTH? cant take it sia.. almost shout at her..

still..

i remain silent la..

after lunch.. felt bored..

lied on bed.. thinking thinking.. till i sleep..

time i woke up: 8pm sia..

watch singapore idol.. hmm.. jonathan and.. hardy..

both good laa..

hardy has better vocals and range.. still aiya.. who wins doesnt really matter..

will be waiting to watch that showdown..

5 more days to chalet..

6 more days to start work..

yay~

oh ya.. here are some cool pics man..

my preety girls.. from.. america next top model..

one of my fav reality progs..

so nice sia..

u guys shld watch..

note

i talked.. u talked..

u said smth..

hope tmr it will be true..

waiting.. waiting.. waiting..

orange. -O.o Awaits..

2006-09-19T23:17:00.000-07:00

19/09/2006 Tuesday. Night, Time: 11.17pm

its time..

lol.. cant wait any longer laa.. if not i sure forget wat i wanna type..

okay.. went interview early in the morning..

and.. POOF.. got it..

its alittle wierd.. cuz wy's parents came along.. for a sec i felt like son-in-law..

wahha... even the boss thinks so.. lol..

but... nahhh... =P

okay.. so.. yay... hope i can stand this job for long.. ^^'' my cash!!

went home after that..

ok.. got home.. played.. eat.. watch tv.. and almost fall aslp..

damm..wake up.. then went online..

didn do much..so went to friendster to view..

wow.. REFLECTED alot.. D=

mm.. the past!! arghh.. a bad one i had sia...

if only i could turn back the time sia..

the things i did wrong since im in sec one... all the way to sec five.. and till now..

wanna apologise to those ppl whom i have hurt..

and those i have hurt BADLY.. really really sorry..

abit emo now..

here are some pics i took..

-me cute sia ^^''

- me? O.o

- me again?~

- my fav..

-my boss..snapped secretly.

note

finnnally u replied.. u listen..

the joy u bring..

the memories i had..

will always be here..

by me..

waiting.. waiting.. waiting..

orange. -will always be here..

2006-09-18T00:00:00.000-07:00

18/09/2006 Monday. Midnight, Time: 12.00am

cool day..

wasnt doing much laa..

plain lazzy..

woke up.. keep realli quiet..

wasnt in good mood to talk..

didn even have breakfast..

lunch was good.. *hotdogs*

continued playing.. till dinner..

duno why sia.. right now i damm hungry..

or should i say.. i am hungry every MIDNIGHT!! damm..

the food in the house is getting lesser and lesser.. lolx..

tmr have to wake up early..

go another interview.. lol.. my...third? or fourth?

dammit.. D=

miss my Xephonia dudes.. and btw.. can we kinda change the NAME? =.=''

oh ya.. better state here for ONE LAST TIME.. zz

me.. no.. in.. love.. =X

okie thats all

note:

treasure wat u have now..

before its too late..

dun wait any longer..

or else..

its gone..

orange. -Seeking

2006-09-17T00:52:00.000-07:00

17/09/2006 Sunday. Midnight, Time: 12.52am

Ahh..

great day.. slept till quite late this morning..

was the last to wake up actuali..

had light breakfast..

had chicken rice for lunch..

then prepare go out liao..

to..

newton.. a weird place indeed..

purpose of going there is to eat PIZZA.. haha.. thats my job..

then.. need to kinda do survey based on those pizzas..

my result : Guess... Pizza Hut or Cannadian ?

ans given tmr la.. lol..

was worth it..

i got paid 15 bucks plus 15 dollars vouchers.. just to eat..!! lol..

oh ya.. needa thank pq's parents for the free ride.. ^^''

went home alone.. took mrt... was bored sia..

almost fell asleep..

and POOF! back home..

hope im get the job i called for tis morning..

i NEED my $$$ ..

okie.. stop here..

Orange. -Seeking.. Cheer u up..

2006-09-16T01:14:00.000-07:00

16/09/2006 Saturday. Midnight, Time: 1.04

ahh..

wasnt doing much..

woke up almost at 12pm today..

ate food..

lunch was porridage.. cool... coz..my fried eggs.. nice..

was thinking bout my blogskin..

finnally CHANGED!!.. thanks to... Pauline.. hehe...

my skin is ONE and ONLY sia.. =D

ate late dinner..

was watching SG idol when mum started toking abt stuffs..

made me realised hw much pain she was in..

wished i could have helped...

but.. im so usless.. srry mom.. D=

went to meet sp to get cd..

then went to meet fernn to get hers too..

and.. POOF!! sims 2 is ready to play.. haha.. will be playing later..

btw they saw me with cap.. WIERD? lolx.. hope nt.. >.<;;

okie.. thats all..

Orange.

2006-09-15T00:00:00.000-07:00

15/09/2006 Friday. Midnight, Time: 12.00am

went for chalet..

cool^^ ate alot and had a great time..

secondary frends just brings me the joy and memories i have been missing..

managed to start fire.. hee.. with XH help..

i kinda quit my job becuz of this chalet.. stupid huh?

in the end got no pay.. T.T

fall asleep at 3 plus on the first nite.. while watchinh them play..

fall asleep again at 4 plus on the second nite coz i drank.. kinda regretted..

hate drinking sia.. X . X

now will be back to the days of my own life..?

need to get a job.. AGAIN.... D=

haii... was watching " ANTM " the entire series..

and.. my FAV GIRL!!! didn win sia... sadd...

tommorow is SUPERSTAR audition..

cant go i guess..

right now having headache.. since i came home.. gonna sleep earlier today i guess..

thats all i guess..

ps: thanks hm, russ, matt, has, pq, fern, xh. - for making my few days so enjoyable.. <3

orange. - Seeking..

2006-09-12T02:51:00.000-07:00

12/09/2006 Tuesday. Midnight, Time: 2.51am

ahh..

couldn't sleep last nite..

laid on bed from 1.17am.. to.. 3.45am..

and finalli got to bed.. wth? almost tried counting the cows..

went to work.. at.. ChinaTown.. with connie.. ^^..

but den..

the system they used to store data sucks la.. so complicated..

decided to quit and not go..

gonna go chalet instead.. ahah.. tts more fun..

i feel so lonely today sia.. working.. and didn realli knw how to do..

wasnt as easy as i tot.. haii..

after work.. i had.. 6 smses.. 2 miss calls..

BUT..

i only replied to one..

if that person reads it..

just..

SHHH.. but feel hournered..

tmr will be a great day..

with bbq.. chalet.. food.. games.. frends..

whoa.. i wun feel lonely..

in fact i tink.. today was the 2nd time i felt lonely..

first time was.. hmm... not saying.. =P

yupp..

was watching american's next top model..

ee.. this season the long hair girls nt so pretty.. short hair ones are nicer.. haha..

still Kaleen is the best ^^ (did i spell correctly?)..

okiee.. sleeping noww..

nites all.. ^^''

orange. -Where's my BAND?!

2006-09-11T01:08:00.000-07:00

10/09/2006 Monday. Midnight, Time: 1.08am

ahh..

went interview..

and i got the job..

mm..

hope it will be fine..

hope the day will be ALRIGHT..

needa rest early tonight..

need energy for tmr..

oso went to buy chalet food..

damm heavy.. haha..

hand did not break..

btw i carried 13 bottles of drinks.. Zzz

okiee.. stop here..

orange. -Seeking and hopes he doesnt see us..

2006-09-10T01:39:00.000-07:00

10/09/2006 Sunday. Midnight, Time: 1.39am

playing all these while..

time flies..

withdraw money from bank.. sob..

going to go broke REALLY soon.. still haven find someone to support me.. hee...

had very late dinner..

day wasnt that good.. after hearing some stuffs.. dun like...

family prbs.. thats it..

wished i could move out..

and stay alone..

perharps with my mum..

that will be much better..

bro came home with " rojak" .. gravy was nice..

had ice cream at 1.30am..

tmr going interview at CHINATOWN.. with.. fernn..

going to get food for chalet.. gonna be in deep trouble cuz..

my hands will break since i'll be the one carrying most cuz..

those who make it tmr are GIRLS.. cant make them carry everything rite..

so..

OUCH!

haha.. okie.. thats all..

wish me luck on my other interview..

and please... may this WORK!

orange. -Seeking..Wishing..

2006-09-09T01:22:00.000-07:00

09/09/2006 Satuday. Midnight, Time: 2.22am

stayed at home..

did nth much..

was alone.. since baby went home.. mum and bro went out..

had the whole house for myself.. haa...

and.. blasted WESTLIFE music of cozz...

sang really loudly... cant even hear the doorbell..

watched tv alone..

was great.. the feeling of being alone.. no one bothers u.. so great..

waited kinda long for the job i went for.. think FAILED..-.-

its okay.. tis mon i am going for another.. its at a FAR place.. damm.. T.T

still for the sake for $$$ ... i'll go for it.. >.<

xephonia chalet coming..

cool..

awaiting..

was planning with fernn on some stuffs..

wahaha.. GREAT~~ excited nw..

hee...

okiee.. tts all..

orange. -Seeking and wants to form a band..

2006-09-08T01:37:00.000-07:00

08/09/2006 Friday. Midnight, Time: 1.17am

omg a GREAT day i had today...

dammm..... MEMORIABLE!!

love it... went to WESTLIFE's concert..

whoaa... a boy band that i loved since i was young... till now... still hearing...

alot went thru my mind while the songs are sang... great...

my pastt.... everything...

really really really like it like ALOT la...

westlife had from like 5 ppl to 4... BRIAN LEFT... thats damm sad.. but i tink the remaining four is still doing well... AS USUAL..

well... all the old songs... to the latest... all came out...

they missed out " My Love" and "Unbreakable" haha...

it would be nice if they were able to sing those cords and melody..

atmosphere was SUPER great...

romantic...

loving...

just nice for a proposed marriage.. wahah...

if i am nt wrong... they sang a total of 19 songs..

really really really.. filled of Love la...

four guys...

Shane... (main singer)

Mark... (cant dance.. but... has WIDE range of vocals)

Kian.. & Nicky.. ( both sings the background and blends the music well)

this concert made me think about my past... during sec time.. i NEARLY formed a boy band ... haha.. even found my frends to write us the lyrics.. one night i was singing to the song writer.. (not mentioning name).. that night was great.. yeah.. wanted to form a boy band cause we got influenced by... BLUE and Westlife.. but... guess we gave up...

i really really wanna form some kinda singing band sia... Anyone wanna join? its good if i can form a boy band.. always been a dream of mine... where THOSE ppl are the closest to you... can share your prbs... almost everything... isnt that great..? guessed music had always been a huge part of me in my life... i really have to like hear SONGS to get to bed...

Even during showers.. lol.. in the LIFT.. uh... and whenever i have problems.. music will always be there... cant live without music... thanks to all the song writers and singers.. musicians.. instrument players.. lol...

whoaa.. getting EMO.. i believe every song has its own meaning.. some happy some sad..

ps: thanks to fernn and her fren(desmond?) yeh... for inviting me go... ITS BEST.. serious!! i mean... BESTEST?(if there is such a word) o.o haha

and.. i'll start SEEKING for my boy band mates out there... hope they ARE somewhere...

orange. - Seeking....

2006-09-07T01:25:00.000-07:00

07/09/2006 Thursday. Midnight, Time: 1.25am

didn do much...

stayed at home...

met fernnice and russ and went Pasa Malam again..

bought roti jon...

ahh.. uncle give me the one with chicken instead of the normal one.. =.=

made me pay more... damm..

go home.. found my wallet is EMPTY.. whoa.. i spent it all O.o

didn go sun tan today...

tried changing blog skin.. but need some help.. BLOG EDITORS help me !!

nx week going Sentosa.. promised by Fernnice.. =D dun disappoint me please..

yeh.. fun at pasa malam.. jokes and all.. good.. wanted eat durian.. but bu fang bian..

coz if eat is under block.. -.- wierd... no water to wash... zzZ

ps : apologise to fernn for failing to turn up that wierd outing..

okiee.. tats all..

orange. sun, just bring it..

2006-09-06T01:35:00.000-07:00

06/09/2006 Wednesday. Midnight, Time : 1.31am

went sun tanning today..

sun wasnt THAT strong.. so... failed... and the place i went totally sucked..

regretted..

went home during evening...

got out of home at nite to Pasa Malam..

crazy food making me crazy..

went with my frends..

laughed...

went home..

feeling hungry...

cooked curry mee just now... sucked.. =.=

ahh.. headache D= .. not enuff rest..

changing blog skin soon too...

ps : those who went acc with me today.. thanks... ^^''

orange.

2006-09-05T01:23:00.000-07:00

05/09/2006 Tuesday. Midnight, Time: 1.23am

bored..

rotting at home..

scanned almost the entire blogskin trying to find a new one..

smsed quite alot to several ppl..

time passed faster that way..

lied on bed for quite sometime.. thinking bout stuffs..

tmr is beach day!! haha.. i guess.. unless it rains..

Sun Tanning!! =P

hope i wun be too roasted please.. =X

and please.. Dont RAIN!!!

Ps : those who smsed.. thanks for making me less bored.. hee =D

tts all i guess..

orange.

2006-09-04T00:48:00.000-07:00

04/09/2006 Monday, Midnight Time: 12.48am

slept abt 2 am last nite.. woke up at 7.3o.

went for interview..

was okayy... i guess.. but i had to pay for the taxi fairs..!! ferrnnice.. pay me back halff...

went to a wierd mall.. Penisula Plazza!! go there and have a look if u want..

something more exciting? TAKE THE LIFT there!!

yeh.. went window shopping.. and was damm bored..

didn dare to go out with girls anymore bahh..

didn know i had so much patience looking at their stuffs for HOURS!!

haha..wished they could have like shopped as quickly as i did..

legs were tired..

ps: wy.. ps.. nx time i'll give u a call laa.. provided they call me.. =X
xephonia dudes.. if ur reading this.. srry ahh.. nt turning up for the Zouk thingy again..

guess im done for today..

Memories of Crocs Hunter...
A great man.. did scarifice and put his life at risk.. Dude.. rest in peace.. i do admire him for his willingness to do smth so WEI DA .. i do rmb watching his programmes when i was bored.. but i found it intersting.. was sure somthing like that will happen.. all about time.. but.. i'll sure miss his programmes and encounters.

orange.

2006-09-02T02:50:00.000-07:00

02/09/06. Saturaday. Midnight. Time: 2.50am

peace.. quiet.. always silent..

dark..motionless..no one bothers me..

i like it.. to be alone..

here to say goodnight once again to those who are here to visit my blog..

thou u guys are sleeping..

i hope u guys can have sweet dreams..

1 more day to job interview count down.. zzz

orange.

2006-09-01T11:23:00.000-07:00

02/09/06. Friday. September. Midnight.
uhh.. simple typing..

will be busy from thur till following monday.. so... dun bother me...

and i am here...

to wish to who visit my blog...

a good night sleep.

Ps: pq.. thanks for ur "worry?" =)
wy.. srry ah.. didn wan to do that stuff =X

orange.

2006-08-30T10:59:00.000-07:00

31/08/06 1.54am. Tuesday.

hmm... decided to just be here to write some stuffs... nth much.. but ya.. but to thank those pals i have.. thanks for being there laa.. i know u all there... thou i dun seem to care about anyone now.. acutally i appreciate alot la.. thanks dudes..

i'll only have this short stuffs to say..

and...

Goodnight to these few.. =) and... myself.

orange. X

2006-08-01T12:00:00.000-07:00

1/08/2006 Tuesday.

ahh.... slept late last night cuz i was doing some nmm.... WOO.. at least i did try my best to do watever i can...... tho i was damm tired....

having a busy week ahead...... with those datelines and test.... plus EXAMs... they are al comingg..... DEAD... really gonna fall sick again soon.... wat a STRESS course.... =.= dun tink i can realli handle everything... well enough... or at least wat i expect.... STILL... i'll try....

hmmmm.... ya... woke up on time... bathed and went to meet pq and russ... yaa... didn realli tok much to them cuz i just wanna be quiet..... just feeling wierd these few days.. maybe too much stuffs im having on my mind...

reached sch.. pq was alittle wierd..... i wasnt realli sure wat was the reason.. cuz she just said... nth..... even when i asked... D= went for lectures... PRSP LEC is damm hard... i dun understand a single shyt... kinda wondering my java lab test...... it SURE gonna suck if i dun do anything abt it soon....

after sch went to KFC near tp to hav our lucnh... dammit.. the shrooms burger is cheapo... but its nice......=D i like i like.... almost wanted to get a LARGE mashed potato... but didn do so...

was hearing the song i wanna do for vislit alot ytd and today...... was tired of it already... =X still.... no inspiration...WTH? tmr must realli have smth.. or im GONE... LAST ASSIGNMENT and its soo freaking hard la...

went to pq house after that to do IISO.. we did more this time.. cutting and pasting was much faster than when there was only 2... thanks guys... phews =.=''

damm tired... eyes closing.. and im drinking milo with puffs... WOO.. having cake for breakfast tmr... hope i have enuff time to EAT!! LONG DAY tmr... wthh....

pq thx for ur ice cream mini... =D

sumtimes i feel than im living my life to the fullest... and sumtimes... i feel that my life just sucked totally....... screwed up...

still... no matter wat u do... as long as u think it is right... DO IT.. and dun give up so easily... =))

2006-07-30T23:03:00.000-07:00

30/07/06 Sunday...

wow... slept damm late last night... wasnt watching tv... nor eating... was kinda like just staring after playing gunz.. lol.. got back to that game... fun laa...

woke up late today too... ard 10plus.... on lappie and played gunz again.. whoa lvl 9 so fast... kim choon noobie =D

got back my sexy voice.. so... WOO~ ahah feel wierd when i cant talk or make jokes... dammit... D= lucky okay ler.. hope fri i can SPEAK and present...

then went to meet the rest of my dudes.. at usual place.. DTE.. WOO.. had macc today.. nice man.. mac spicy... WOO~ shared some of my nuggeets with others la.. hehe..

did IISO... waaa.... dammm tiringg.... did not realli know how to start... but managed to after some time... this grp better than my cmsy grp.. at least we managed to disscus and make some decisons TOGETHER.. hehe...

bought materials... bla bla.. went pq house... ATE ice cream again.... not bad la... NORMAL laa.... haha... then did iiso... dun like pq's dog when he licks la... digusting leii... will tickle tickle de...

will be going pq house again tmr to do iiso i guess...need all to go if not work canot complete fast leii.. now i think not even half done.. but pq say got at least half..... hmmmm.....

did not eat anything till like now..... eating now... together with a can of lemon pepsi.. and pq.. thanks for ur breakfast.. Muaahah.. i hope its nice baa... ^^

didn want to blog de.. but after thinking awhile i decided to... for some reasons la.. but nt telling.. =X end here... will be tiring nx week i guess...

2006-07-29T02:49:00.000-07:00

Saturday Midnight. - 2.45am start-

ahhhh... its midnight......... i think i should go to bed... didn not blog last night........ and almost did not blog tonight.........

sorry to all those who are waiting....(if there are)...

i just have nth much to blog ler.....

uhhmmmm..... nmm test was okayy.... managable i tink....

urmmmm..... sleepy now.....

urhmmmm.... voice is coming back.... (better come back fast... )

end here larr...

sexy voice... here i come!!

BoO!

2006-07-27T23:46:00.000-07:00

27/07/06. Thursday Night.

whoaa... SICKED? wake up was feeling rather okayy... but i did not eat again..... cuz i woke up later than i planned to... so ya...

bathed and went... was the first to reach.... soon hm came.... then followed by pq..(as usual)haha.. no lollis from her? dammittt...

VIS LIT.. WOO... my fav....... was kinda looking forward for today de.... we got up bus... i was alright.... but then suddenly.. i dun feel right...... so i kept quiet all of a sudden..... ignored every... was just thinking about lots of stuffs...

so i didn realli bother anyone... kinda just walk on my own to those containers... sorry pq .. that time i just wanna be alone..... brought lappie with me..... heavy but alrightty...

so cher briefed us on nx assignment...... WA.. hard........... wat i think is totally off topic... wonder if i can realli get an A or at least sumthing close to kath's thinking.... hmmm....

lessons ended early..... went to flavours to eat... WTF? $2.50 la... auntie cheat me... and the chicken realli dun taste good la.. hard hard stiff stiff... like nv excercise de... BOO

lol... then went home first...... pq justin and kel went to lab to do "some stuffs" so ya... tried to study... but ended up.... SLEEPING.. so dammitt...zzz... slept for abt 20mins.. pq call me... so i went to DTE againzz.... haha... studied okayy... Finally studied smth for nmm......

still got alot of things to do... taking on them one at a time... haha... cant believe that my iiso sketches can be so easily accpected larr... =D trying to clear iiso soon too... GOGO.... dun be lazy ah... we all work fast and hard... and CLEAR it.. RAWR..

at DTE.. i realised i got no voice....... shouldnt have luffed at shar the other day... i said he is going to lose his voice soon.. so i can scold him... ended up... i aint going anywhere either...... rofl..... DEAD... cant talk!! tmr presentation summore...... how sia..... hope after i sleep wake up... i still can TALK... please... LET ME TALK...

went home for dinner after that... had GOLDEN PILLOWS.. rofll.. its actually a HUGE bread with curry chicken inside... nice... tho i knw my voice going off soon.. i heck care and ATE it up.... with my dad and mum... not so nice larr... but at least my dinner aint rice

after eating.. i went to DTE find them again... and studied abit more.... was alright la... had some jokes.. but my voice going off la.. damm sad..

ps: justin kel pq - sry ahh.. ignored u this morning.......

2006-07-26T22:59:00.000-07:00

26/07/2006 Wednesday.

hummphh.... boring day for me...... was tired for quite sometime ler..... suppose to woke up at 7 de... didn hear alarm...... till like 7.25, mom came to call me for the last time... only till then i realised i was going to be late... so got up of bed tho i think i was not well...

eat some cake cuz i too hungry ler..... then bathed and changed... looked in mirror.... then again.... and aagain... lol... then DASHED out.. bus took sometime to come...it was close to 8.05 when i was at bustop... met pq late..... sorry..

she got me lolli thou i was late.. rofl... shld continue to come late... maybe i can get more ^^ haha... bus 15 came realli fast too... haha... met russ oso... so bad... he just din want to meet us to go together....... but watever la......... =.=

then reached sch earli still .. tho we met late... so ya..... lecs... bored!! A LONG DAY of pains inbetween...

neck hurts...... like crazzie..

head is damm heavy....

was easily bad mood today.. so i tried not to showw....

had two new frends!! BOBBY and SALLY.. haha... =)) =P

yaa... went home after that.... head hurts more... kinda felt sick again... fever going up and down i guess.... sumtimes im totally fine.. and sumtimes im not...

ate macaroni... hmm not bad larr... had 3 bowls... cuz my mum cooked that for the baby... rest i CLEARED up.. kinda like the whole pot or smth... =X i am hungry now lar!! RAWR!!! food food!!

my auntie gonna teach me how to make cakes... WOO!! dammmmm willing to learnnn... her cakes all got standard de... and the coated choco is DAMM nice... plus strawberriess.... *droollls* ahaha.. when i mastered the cake... i'll make one for all to eat... =D but ... ONE nia... rofl... the rest... ALL MINE.. =P

having green tea now... ate crunchhyy chocolate too... almost wanna take ice cream... but if i eat that..... im spend the rest of the night in the toilet i guess... dare not touch... =X

should i change my blogskin? D=

2006-07-25T08:52:00.000-07:00

25/07/2006 Tuesday.

second blog for the day.. first time so far..... but owell... anyways........ YA.. i wanst alright at all the whole of last night.... was damm sick and not feeling well liao... neck was aching.. strained!! dammit... head damm heavy... headache hurts... sucks...

turned and turned... fliped and fliped alot last night... wasnt able to get to sleep thou i lay on there for a very very very long time.. was blasting all my favourite songs.... and tears almost dropped... it didnt after all... and budd.. thankiee... =D

so ya... woke up today feeling better...... but was tired... luckily i kinda felt better or even recovered from my sick and not feeling wellness....look for some bread.... opened pplastic bag and saw huge bread... i didn eat... cuz they were too big... i so i ended up not eating any....

didn even had coffee...

went to school..... was still thinking abt last night on my way there.. sry pq and hm... i knw u guys knw i wasnt in a good mood... before reaching school.. i feel much much better after being quiet during the journey... was fine as the day pass... feeling much better now..

no one telling me what to do yet...... but right now... i realli think i shld bother no more... cuz its a waste... yaa... tho its hard for me.... i think i'll make that decision......

but... for wat ever i have done last nite... its a huge regret of mine..instead i shld just pity u no more.. and continue pretending....... at that time i was planning to just secretly watch u.. take care of u... but i guess... my mind just changed.. so... watever...

urmm... done cmsy speech for presentation.. wow.. didn expect to be able to do it... but ya.. i did it...

wore sleevless shirt for the longest period of time today... and WTH? its damm cooling at first..... soon... it becomes colder and colder.. haha... dammit... nvmz... got ppl say me sexy larr.. wahahaz.. so i'll take it that way... =DD will train up soon larr... wait for more free time first..... and btw.. i'll EAT UP!!

went home after that... had dinner...... and was planning to sleep early tonight i guess...

ps: PPLS!! thanks laa... for being there for me.. maybe these are the few ppls whom i realli need in my life...

care appreciated *biggg hugg*

2006-07-24T23:38:00.000-07:00

wow... wtf... feeling reali sucky now........ is this gonna just end up like that?

i dun feel good about this AT ALL... not even one bit...

when i pretended nthing was wrong............ i get blamed......

when i expressed and said watever stuffs i had................. i still get blamed...

ya i know ... everything is my fault... all the chaos is created becuz of watever shitty stuffs i did....... by keeping quiet..... i tot things wun be right for u... i know u were upset...

i admit...

i was worried...

i was sad...

i was aching...

i wasnt feeling as good as u think i was....

it not only hurts u.. but mi too..

guilt...

heartache...

the pain....

no one actually knows....

when i talked....... wth? things got worst... so after hesitating and controlling watever thots and feelings i have on my mind..... things just POOF... worsened... it isnt smth i wanted..... but it isnt smth is avoidable..

i m realli pissed right now... is every single thing i do wrong...? why m i always the one who get blamed at everything...

i already had a miserable life since sec.... NO ONE knows.... till now...... its still within me... and im sure... if everyone knws the WHOLE of me.... im sure.... all will be shocked... no one knows...... even russ... pq.... my closest frend... why do i always wanna have a shell infront of me....... WHY?

i dun deserve all this okay...... smth i dun think i shld go thro... im still trying my best to stay strong... and tried to look at the positive side...... but still... it SUCKED..

im not blamming anyone... just myself... cuz i knw i anit a good person after all... im pissed at my life... im trying to control everything... my emotions... my feelings...my thoughts... i TRIED...

everyone wants a happy life... so do i.... and right now... i dun feel good at all..... im not sure wat i will do tmr....... not sure if im still able to come to school.... not sure if im able to talk.... not in the mood for anything....... but just.................... LEAVE ME ALONE .

i always think that being alone is best..... no worries... even if i do... no one cares........ i wun cry... i wun shed a tear.. anymore... cuz even if i did......does that mean anything at all... people keep asking me... telling me wat i shld do....... i did thought abt it...... bt....... it still ended up the way i didn wanted to...

i dun feel like sleeping...

i feel alone...

whats right ... and whats wrong... i realli dono.......

even if i made the effort to talk... it still ended up the same... or perharps worst.. if i pretended as thou nth was wrong... things still just go equally bad..... should i actually.......... DUN BOTHER ANYMORE? can someone tell me wat to do?

depressed..

sick...

immune...

heartbrokened...

2006-07-24T10:06:00.001-07:00

24/07/2006 Monday.

what a day...... SICKED.. wth... omg laa.. feeling very uncomfortable laaa... woke up this morning... and was starving so grabbed alot of stuffs and ad a cup of coffee.. was starving the entire of last nite.. dammm...

after eating.. got prepared and poof to find pq... and yeah.. none was late.. so managed to reach school earli.. was feeling wierd too....

reached and went for nmm.. sat infront cuz i don wan cher to call me ans qns larr... hehe.. so yaah... =D instead she ask me stuffs like.. can u hear wat the back ppl are saying.... lol... nmm test this sat!! and i haven studdy...

after lessons..... break!! but i didn wanna eat cuz i no appitite.. pq was in a bad mood i gueess... didn dare to ask cuz i scared she'll shout at me infront of everyone... >.>

yaaaaa.... then lectures again.. feeling damm painful la... my neck...... zzz my head...... FEVER!! headache!! WTF? and i had to do the cmsy presentation thingy all by myself again....ZZzz no one even bothers abt it... anw it was kinda done liao.....

after that rest went to tamp to get their formal wear....... i din wanna go cuz i wasnt feeling okayy... and i didn want to go... so i sat at bus 15 all the way back to ws.... closed my eyes the entire journey... was kinda a fast journey...

went home... on my way... theres like a HUGE praying mantis/ grasshopper climbing up my BODY larr... wth... like a killer insect or smth... its bigger than my HP... wth... that huge okay... =.=

freaked out abit... and went home..SLEPT quite alot..... till fernnice called me..... asking us to meet at DTE.. ya... so went there... did my CMSY presentation...... when im still sick... didn realise my body was THAT hot till pq said.....

sat there.... damm sian cuz russ was playing using my lappie... so i went to cheers to find some snacks...... and ARGH.. damm not worth it and not the one i looking for... so ended up finding biscuits for my baby... =D haha... wat a nice guy im huh...........

pq was bad mooded again. and i duno how to talk to her la... so decided to keep quiet.... pq.. dun angry at watever ur angry at laa.. =D ask ppl cheer up then u face black black..

haven eat my dinner yet.... feeling to unwell... dono wat to eat..... actually wanted to eat maggie de... but end up.. didn cuz my dad called.. i ask him buy me some tim sum / kuay... think if i eat maggie.. i'll PUKE bahh... ya... i think thats all......

feeling sicked.................................. and tired..................................

2006-07-24T10:06:00.000-07:00

2006-07-24T05:53:00.000-07:00

25/o7/2006 Tuesday- Morning.

why.. why do i have to be so worked out..... why things cant just go on smoothly.... do u even think i wish to see u cry? do u think i want to make u cry on purpose.. do u even knw how wrong i felt?

wasnt a great day last nite....... laid on the bed since 11 plus............. turn and flipped... and still cant get to sleep............. not sure wat time i slept... i think 3 plus 4...

i realli dono wat to do......... should i just choose not to care...? heck care and act like a very irresonsible guy who dun give a damm about any shyt anymore? or should i still even bother to try talk to her...... i realli duno....

to mi... talking isnt helping or solving anything...... wat hurts me most is when i read the hidden words she had.......... and not being able to let her knw that i was feeling that way too...

but... watever happened last night was a regret...... and i believe it wun happen again..... cuz it seem riduclous to me..........

i tried to carry the torch....
but u just extingish the last spark in me....

just woke up and decided to blog............ last night wasnt good... but im sure i'll be okay soon... a short chat caused a chaos...wtf.. but who cares... cuz im sure im not going to anymore.....

wat i did was all wrong...
things i planned just sucks...
regret.. regret..regret..
if ur plan was to make me sad.. then i can tell u.. yes i am..
if ur plan was to make me sad for a long period.. i can tell u no.. i will be normal in no time

2006-07-23T21:30:00.000-07:00

23/07/2006. Sunday.

WOO!! had pq's ice cream late at nite.. at abt 1 am ytd...... ahhh.. had the whole tub for myself till like my mum suddenly came out.. cuz i sat outside the living room alone eating.. then all of a sudden mum joined me!! ahh... oso good.. cnt eat the entire thingy.. its DAMM sweet...

ya... woke up today by a call ting ting made... she asked me out?!! O.o hmm.. rejected laa.. cuz i realli dun feel like going out.. so end up sleeping again.... =D slept till uhh...10++ 11 then wake up eat..

russ told me he went swimming ytd.. wanted to tag along de.. then can do some sun tanning... but nvm laa...damm lazzi.. so ya... meet him at 1plus instead of 2.30... took bus 21 to tamp mall... snk there... WOO.. bought new clothes... actually wan buy wallet instead de.. dono why end up buying clothes la... one is for 9 bucks nia... kinda cheap larr..

yaa.. we were digging and digging larr... swt... damm messy..sorry ahh snk staffs!! soon pq came with her other band fren so we still DIGGED.. and DIGGED.. dammit cant find the sizes laa...

mmm.. then i was telling them... i look like someone working at SNK larr... soon after one customer realli came up to me and asked how much is one piece lar!! i was like OMG? im not working... im a customer oso larr.. omg... Zzz

haha...yaa.. after diggggggingg.... we finnali found and paid for our stuffs!! then went to food court for lunch... i didn eat larr.. so end up russ ate nia.. pq bought some desserts.. i dun like laa.. aiya.. D=

hmmm..then russ went off with jeffery... so left me and pq... eat laio took bus 3 home lor... my head hurts laa... think im sick....... argghhh... feel abit sian and weak larr... hope tmr will be fine laa.. didn take any medicine or wat so ever... but owell.. hope i get well soon~

went home SLEPT!!! ahh.. woke up neck even pain larr... fever poof up ... haii...still .. .watched tv instead larr.. watched and watched... realised that there are indeed many nice shows to watch la.. omg.. love it

yeah... think thats all... =D

2006-07-22T23:30:00.000-07:00

22/07/06 saturday.

boredd... ahhhzz.... woke up kinda late today... realised that my hp had fell onto the fone last nite laa... heard the vibration!! its pq.. srry for taking so long to answer.. cuz i was still aslp laa... lol...

last nite didn sleep earli at all.. thou i was tired.. slept ard 3... POOF and i feel aslp almost immediately..

today.. woke up... pq ask me wanna go out study... didn go cuz i didn feel like going out.. ahaha... ting ting tired to wake me up.. omg... she damm bad laar... D= hmm.. ya... eat my breakfast after that...

watched tvvvvvv... like alot.... lol.. and then flew off to my lappiee.. jammed... trying to lvl... and POOF.. im final24... done with that stupid misson of 80%COOLS.. damm hard... took close to a day or so...

ya... then went to sleep.. cnt sleep.. so watched tv again!! WOO!! nice programmess.. yeah... didn realli do much work... thou i wanted to larr... haha... watever la.. relaxx abit........ ya... watched tv till like 8...

ATE... dad won some lottery or smth...... so i get back some of my money... ^^ pheww... mine money.... stuck with him...

hmm.. so after dinner...... came online.... and started jamming with kel.. haha.. jammed till now... just stopped... oh ya.. russ msg me say snk got SALE.. WOO~~ maybe i shld spend some moeny in getting a new clothes or maybe a pants or maybe a wallet.. hmmm.. i'll decide first larr..

ya.. maybe eating ice cream later... or shld i eat it tmr? hmmm... i see how larr... tired lerr.. wanna go slp soon... hhmm... nitey to all laa...most prb going OUT tmr .. oh YEAH.. =DD

2006-07-21T12:30:00.000-07:00

21/07/2006 Friday. Midnight.

hmm ..urmm woke up kinda later abit today.... got quite alot of time to even eat and drink something hot..... ya... then bathed.. changed and rushed off... was a few mins earlier than pq... both were late... met up early to go sch print my CMSY. thx pq for accompanying me there. tho i can still go there on my own.. but thanks laa... i wun feel lonley de... =D

ya.. went to lvl 5 lab.. not our fav lab.. but ya.. went there printed my cmsy.. hmm kinda think that the cmsy project sucked.. was kinda doing everything myself.. do anyone realli cared abt that project at all? or was i the only one who was worried abt it...... dammm pissed at that...

owell... ya... then went to look for another lab to print lec notes.... then so many ppl printing wth laa... abit sian and du lan....... so... told them to stop.. and i just left... O.o hmm sorry abt my attitude.... i think i kinda changed ever since i become a norm person.... like another person... a different one...

i got 17 marks for test.. haii.. ABIT sad nia... but its okay... still A.. hope i can sustain that...hmmm... after last lesson... sat on staircase with justin kel and pq... talked abit... planning on wat time to meet at DTE.

ahh.. so ya..6.30 was the set time.. reached there... me and pq was there first.. =D sooon justin and kel came.. justin said he stomach pain!! ahhh ~ hope he is okayy... soon after.. russ came... yeah.. started jammingggg.. sorry ah pq.. if it was me that made u upset just now? dun angry laa... everyone is not good in everything de... practice makes perfect!! just jia you!! =D dun oways tink ur lousy and give up... just try ur best jiu hao ler...

ate my dinner only at 9 pluss... with russ... had fish burger..... with nuggets.. later tonigt having the ice cream pq bought... =D wanna eat at a LATER time.. hehe...

jammed after dinner.... till 11 pluss... hmmm.. eyes were almost closing but didn close... oh ya.. met Ting Ting in the bus today....ahh... she msg me abt some stuffs.. ahh.... and said smth abt the pasttt... O.o alittle surpirsed and suspicisous.... hmmm... nvmzz...

yeah... my mum kept some hotdogs for me to eat with maggie... gonna have that later... tho i still kinda full now.... but ANW... gonna finish it.... =D hmmmz.. thats all i guess...

overall... easy day today.. didn really do much stuffs....

2006-07-20T21:38:00.000-07:00

20/07/2006 Thursday.. Night..

umm..yaa.. just got homee... here to blog... last nite was blogging kinda late... but today earlier...

same old boring stuffs i do... wake up... eat... and was walking ard at home to look for smth to do since time still early... went to bathe.. changed... and looked at time... 7.25.. was recalling...- supposed to meet pq at 7.30.. so... indeed.. i reached there late.. like uh 15 mins.. sorry... D=

ya... then took bus... as usual.. we TALKED.. and then reached.. all rushing.... pq went to meet the rest of class.. i went to library bbkshop to print my visual reference... saw wanqi and justin and kel... soon xiao hui came too.. so we sat there and wated.....

soon library opened.. went down thou there is a sign saying its closed.. we just ignored it and went thru it laa.. went down.. was DARK.. -.- we sat there talk talk abit... WAITED n WAITED.. damm auntie was late...

so i look at time.. 10 mins left.. decided to let them print their stuffs since they need to paste on board de... decided to print during break...

yaa... so almost all of us were late.... kathleen was nice not to be angry... =D ownage teacher..yaa.. then start critic........ and zzzZ bored..... then was BREAK. so chionnngg to print it first.. managed to reach photocopy shop first.. and printed my referencess... 4 bucks.. damm.. vislit got me poorer...

then went back to the container... waited and waited for my damm turn laa... soo damm long... wat i wanted to say was always inside me laa... canot keep that long de.. mind too much stuffs ler... and POOF.. finnalli... =D vomited watever i had... cher said it was a good presentation again.. ^^ i realli hope i can get A.. but a B will be accpectable lerr for this assignment ahh.. cuz i hate photos and measurements... -.-

after that leaving i saw haris sketch book.. he forget to take.. so i took it for him and even send it personally to him laa... =D since i owed him one.. =D ya... then went homeee....

went home.. jammed alittle... ate... and wanted to study abit... end up.. i FALL SLP!! damm... so mum scolded me and said... u tired go slp first.. study later... went to room... saw hp got one miss call.. AH.. gussed who?!~~ PQ!!!!! WOO! lol.. ya... so called her back.. she ask me go out study.. so me justin kel and pq went DTE to study... haha... they were at arcade when i arrived laa.. quite funny...

hmm.. then went macc... studied and did some work.. justin and kel helped me alot laa.. THANKIE... =\sorry man my maths sucked... tho i think there are still things im not sure abt...

and pq!! thx too.. ur report.. =D that saved me abit too.. THANKIE!

yaa... tts all? went home after that.......... planning to find some food later... and perharp... JAM.

yup.. end here... thanks guys.. was tired but alright la.. we luffed.... =D

2006-07-20T00:55:00.000-07:00

19/07/2006

ahhh.... mmm... wat a day... another had just passed.... was a LONG day.. had sooo much lessons and litte breaks... haii... was tired the entire dayy... siann....

waited for pq today at lao di fang.. ah! she was late... 20 mins? or 25... ahhh... =,='' sat in bus was hearing some songs... reached school went to lap to try print out my fireworsks stuff..... took damm long jus to get the measurements and dimensions... wasted lots of paper and ink...

yaa.. skipped iiso lecturee... haii.. felt bad... went cmsy and all others... tho i dun reali understand laa... tutorial wasnt easy to understand at all...

then after all lessons ended... went to lab to help pq and xw edit their stuffs... oh ya and wy too bah? hmm.. ya... and everyone was like uhh... rushing and all...

managed to Finalllyyy print at the sch library... ah...pheww... better quality paper.. but i spend alittle too much... from 5 bucks to almost nth just for printing those shyt papers...

ahh but who cares laa.. wat is spent is spent... D= yaa... on da way walking and all.. was thinking abt alot of stuffs... dono why.. but im still thinkingg... yaa.. then... was suppose to meet pq xw russ kel justin hasita at dte de...but cuz justin and kel didn manage to print their vislit.. they didn tag along... dammm.. poor thing sia...

went home.. ate maggie... was planning to eat that.... so ya.. finnnalii.. =D then rushed to DTE.. was late.. instead of 8.. i reached 10 mins later la.. and started chionnggging vislit till like.... uhh... 11 plus... mmmzz.. actualli wanted to walk home...but took bus with russ hasita and pq... mi took same bus as pq...

reached home.. was looking for food liao... =D hungry again... and once again.... i didn manage to eat ice cream again... had tea and bread.. was full.. so didn eat ice cream...

tmr vislit liao. yay... critic... hope i am able to get an A laa... tho its kinda not possible.. still i HOPE .. i dono wan get C.. plzz.. T.T

then after prsp lecture.. i will be meeting jonathan alone to do cmsy project.. was kinda sick of it... was so energy leeching on my part... but owell... its almost done i guess....

tts all... wanna sleep soon..........

2006-07-17T11:56:00.000-07:00

17/07/06 Monday.

wat a day.. umm seriouslllyyy i reaallli duno wat to say de..... but nevermind.. i'll try my best to forget abt it... wasnt easyy... D=

okay... yaa.. ppl did approach and asked abt me and xw... ya.. i think its obvious... and the reason why i didn blog for the past few days is becuz i wasnt realli in the mood.. and if i were to blog.. nothing ii type will be nice... so.. decided not to blog...

finalli i bloged... ya.. i tried to pretend as tho nth has happened.. but deep in me... there is... not sure if ur reading it.. but wat passed is already the past... yaa...

i maybe too rush,
i maybe too harsh,
but i had no choice,
and only to pass.

hmmm.. woke up kinda feeling alright today... ya... ATE some bread and then went to sch.. didn get to meet pq... cuz she went for eye checkup.. so went alone... kinda like to alone for awhile.. so i can sort out some thoughts.. then justin called.. told me he was alone at lab.. so i kinda rush abit so that he wil nt be "scared". ya.. smth is missing there too...

then kel came... followed by wy... ahh.. went for nmm after that.. lesson ended kinda fast... then went to have a chat with them... talk talk talk... whispers i had frm kel? ahh... my EARS.. lol kel.. pq!! aha.. PQ please dun worry about me cuz u know im okay..... and please try do wat i ask u to do instead okay?

ya.. to be frank... im indeed cruel.. heartless.. useless.. irresponsible ... all the bad things u can think about.. but.. im sure this is wat my heart realli wants... i dun wan to drag things further cuz i know things wun work out the way i wanted it to... by dragging things will instead be Worst.. and i'll live in deeper misery..

i have my own prbs... which no one else noes... its been with me for years... and till now.. it has not been brought up.. wat u see is only the surface of me... there is the dark of prbs i have inside which no one knows abt it at all... its not i m trying to bottle them up or smth.. i just refuse to say them out tho there were many times where i REALLY wanted to....

i really wished my life can be better... i have great frends ard me who realli cares... ya indeed my true frends.. thanks for ur care.. but im still living in misery... where i want to break free from...

pq... thanks for ur ice cream.. cuz it really ROCKED okay... i love it..... she gave me ALOT.. guys dun get jealous cuz it belongs to me... =D

i dono wat else to say... and all i say is

i did feel bad..
i did feel sorry..
i did feel guilty..
but wat i have done..
is smth that benefits us..

still.. tho i really dun want to say it... but if you are still reading this... im tell u.. i am sorry....
i hope we can still be frends...

for the frends that really cares... dunt worry about me.. i am FINE.

2006-07-12T08:33:00.000-07:00

11/07/06 Wednesdayy..

umm.. duno wat to blog... was rainningg... weather was damm cold last nite... i didn even cover blanket... with no shirt = damm cold... went to bathe.. water was cold... damm..

went to meet pq.. didn wait that long i tink.. ya.. then took bus 15.. the seats were damm cold la.. and i was sitting under the air con.. frezzeee... =X called russ hp.. no line or service.. wonder wats wrong..

was thinking about alot of stuffs.. many things run thru my head...... i tink i was kinda quiet today... didn really tok much... lessons were boring thou i tried my best to get things in me... still.. failed...

lectures after lectures.. tutorial after tutorial.. zz.. bored... and then... finnali there was a break.. went to jupiter again... but this time i dun feel like eating anything.. but ya... PQ's chicken looks good laa... instead i did my last cmaths qns...

then.. went for iiso ... were alittle late... SLIGHTLY.. so its okayy... did some iiso and.. poof.. boring... wanted to print my swimlane de... but then... got errror.. so pissed laa... but luckily.. everything is back to norm.. i had it back at last.. thx ms KANG? O.o or watever her name is...

then was cmsy.... tutoiral ..bored...... damm sian..... dammm.. no mood for studying.. and then it was presentation... did my part.... then i squat ler.. feel damm lazy la.. so i squatted.. sry ahh.. abit not respectful.. but then i just wanted to squat down instead of standing.......

after that.. went home... took bus 69... first we saw one 69.. but we didn go up cuz xw said she wanna wait for another... within mins another came.. so.. we got up... walked her and then waited for my own bus... meet pq at tamp interchange.. took bus 3 home after that....only when she remove her jacket then i realise that she was wearing orange..

oh ya.. pq.. my ice cream!! PLEASE.. i have been drooling till crazy can...or u forget laio.. ahhh.. called my bro... since he buying dinner.. so i asked him buy bubble tea for me.. coffee milk tea is nice... not bad... ah.. rick talked to me... today.. abt smth... its private..so not sharing with u all... *secret*. and btw.. thanks for the coffee RICK.. tho its not nice...

so much to say. so much to ask. but dono where or how to start. life isnt going the way i wanted.

2006-07-11T08:26:00.000-07:00

11/07/06...Tuesday..

ahhh..ummm...hmm... okay... uhh wasnt that late today... went to meet hock meng and pq at lao di fang... bus 15 came after awhile laa.. didn have to wait long... went sch to upload BETA.. the comp was laggy... but luckily pq help me.. thx dude...

wanted to go lec..... but... was kinda abit too late.. so decided not to go... skipped lots of lec liao.. dead... dun tink im gonna do okay anymore... things geting out of control...everything that i see now returns a question mark to me... haii.. realli did wonder y m i studying still.... shld have go ns... and then start working......

ANYWAY.. yaa... lessons ended earli today.. went to flavours to makan...... ate the nasi padang.. its nice okayy.... but my can of coffee sucks abit laa... haii thx to kel? =D

then went to bookshop... bought vanguard..pq bought a purp pen.. then we went to lab... justin was pei-ing kel... so ya.... tried to do cmsy..... wasnt eassyyy... damm tired...zzZ.. soon johnaton came! he helped quite alot laa.. thx dude... =D settled everything.. then i needa read all the info and summarise in point form la.. was alittle funny inbetween.. =D pq wrote the thing onto vanguard.. abit like primary sch.. bt i like it laa.. its okay... ^^ and kel sorry la.. gave u the harddesst qns..... =X

after cmsy was finallii done... we looked at funny videos la.. youtube.. still luff even thou i have seen it for like uh... 4-5 times laa.. feeling abit retard... owell.. ya.. then we left labb.. go home... today abit diff.. took 15 frm the opp side of TP with pq... ya so long didn go home with her ler..

bus 15 was damm packed laa.. we were standing on like uhh... the stairs where door opens.. -.- yaa.. we were luffing... then suddenly the bus turn or smth.. pq was holding on the "ring" and kinda SWING! omg la.. if u see the position she is in... its like uhh... " lazzyy bone/ monkey" funny la.. laughed and laughed...

then poof my mind started to go blank.. went to ws's mac to buy burger and some other food.. thx pq for going with me.. =D.. the samba fishballs damm nice.... loved it.. took bus 3 after that and POOF! reached home...

ate... and now blogging...............

tts all O.o

2006-07-10T23:32:00.000-07:00

10/07/06 . Monday.

ahhh... one word.......... STRESS! wth? dammit... start talking about wat happened ytd... okay.... SLEPT LATE... cuz i wasnt able to finish doing my template..at first i tot i was almost done de lor... pq called me in the morning... so i decided to meet her russ and hasita at downtown..

was waiting for the damm rain to stop so that i can go out.. bag was heavy la.. floor was sliperly.. wth.. ya.. drizzle and i walked in the rain... hmm reach there.. looked at russ webby laio.. nice laa.. ummm 10 times better than my first design... so i decided to REDO!! before that i alrdy redo like..uhh... 5 times...... and then totally diff.... thx RUSS for ur HELP .. appreciate in like ALOT~ u saved me.. and hasita too la.. ur comments!! haha.. didn realise it till u say laa.. =D pq!! thx for ur cup cake? lol

soon after pq face abit sad sad laa... kinda realise that she abit stress/not happi.. not sure.. but she left her nmm proposal laa.. so after i go home.. on the way...or not really on the way la.. i walked backwards laa.. a round.. but its okay... PQ dun worry abt it.. its just a normal short walk.. =D

ya went home feeling stressed and frustrated too... stayed up entire day to russ my nmm... but FAILED.. haii.. asked MAL for help... phew she's the GOD!! haha.. thx man...mal solved my prb..^^ ya... at abt 1+ jammed with dearie... till 2.. so asked her to go to bed... and went to bed too..

today... WOKE up LATE again... wth? pq call made me awake.. look at the time.. and its.. uhh... 6.38 larr.. dammit.. sry pq.. nw my turn ler.. uhh ya.. kinda shouted at my mum for that... reached sch on time..... so phew... printed and was still in a BLUR state laa... sleepyy...

went nmm tut and SKIPED all lecs.. feeling bad abt tat sia.. haiii... slow learner= me.. not really in HIGH spirits laa.. but ya.. im okayy.. heard some prbs from my mum.. its family de... sian... thats why i oways wanted to grow faster earn more.. and LEAVE the house... sicked...

REdo my nmm again.....zzz in total.. 10 times lerr.. and FINNALY.. im done with it.. heck care laa.. a pass is good enuff... no need A anymore... hate nmm... didn tok much to dearie or spend time with her la.. felt bad at first.. but not that much now after i talked to her.... hmm.. O.o

tts all i guess... oh ya~! somewhere on my ear got pimple i tink.. DAMM PaIN can... haii... hurts dude!!!!

2006-07-08T21:30:00.000-07:00

08/07/06 Saturday.

a very tiring day... lol... slept late last night cuz i was jamming......... zzz... till 2++am didn see time laa... siann..

nx morning .. mum wake up.. and rushed to call me up.. asking me wat time i meet my fren... and i blurly said... 7am.. then she told me... its 6.45 now.. and i was like uhh.. OMG i m late..

get up of bed and called pq.. when i called.. i realise that she just woke up too.. lol!!so we both kinda meet up late........ met wan qi at ws interchange.. =D

went to lab to print cmsy.planning to do de... but then lab not open... went from lv 5 then to lv 7 then to lv 6.. pq told me abt smth freaky abt lv 6.. uhh... not elaborating...

yaa... went for ALP... sucks.... waste time.. but got seal points i guess.. need it!!! the games we played kinda suck... and the metal block is DAMM heavy cann.. cant lift it up laa... omg... training time.. zzz..

then went to tm to eat lunch.. had mac spicy with wz , ed and pq.. hmmz.. ya.. dearie came to look for me just to pass me her hp.... so bad la... me.. haii... anw i appreciate it ALOT.. luv u..

thenn.. i took bus 3 with pq...... alight at TPJC cuz my mum and older bro going to cut hair.. needa meet them to collect my hp box cuz i want sell my hp mahh... so ended up meeting them at the buss stop.. soon.... they came.. i decided to follow them and then when my bro is done.. we both take bus to tamp de...

after he cut his hair.. he needa rush for work... and btw.. his hair still sucks lehh... lol... ya.. but i was so lazzzy la.. so ended up waiting for my mom... omg..... she is DAMM long cann... i sat there..... wait and wait... untill... guess wat? ZZZzz i slept.. lol.. pai seh la.. at ppl house sleep... at living room summore...!!!

sat there till.. uhh.... 6+ wth? then took bus 3 to tamp again with my box and charger... SOLD my sucky fone for..... 260 bucks instead of 280 larr... 2 weeks nia.. diff 20 bucks.. haii... sold it......

walked abit... mom went to do some banking stuffs.... so i stood there... suddenly!! Justin and kel came la.. so ya.... the bannged me by surprise again.. lol.. haha.. after that took bus 21 to kopitiam!! see hp............ and POOF!! i saw N6260... hmm.. tried testing it and all.. not bad... 260 bucks..... so.hmm... then i look at N6670!! hmmm nice nice.. so after standing there for sooooooooo long... i decided on N6670 larr... cost... uhh... 300 bucks... meaning...i needa add 40 bucks... meaning.... im 40 bucks poorer...

sian..DAMM POOR.. haii.. duno how im live for the rest of my life!!.. D= then mom went to buy bubble tea.. lol.. i ordered mine!!! uhh.. Coffee milk tea!! dammm nice larr.. drinking it now.. lol.. so long didn go out with mom... seldom tok to her ler.. i think she damm ke lian la.. everyday do housework nia..... no one tok to her much de....... i think i must spend more time pei her liao.. damm ke lian... *ahem* great guy huh...

reached home ard 8++ ATE!!! and now blogging..planning to stay up REAL late to do my NMM stuffs... so guys.. see ya.. ^^

2006-07-07T22:38:00.000-07:00

07/07/06 Friday.

ahhhh... lol... wat a day... =.= DAMm tired...zzz slept kinda early last night... 12+ after a night dinner/supper.. haha.. was damm hungry can....

woke up at 6!! damm early.. went to meet pq to do beta abit abit...okay la.. ended up jamming abit too.. lol.. but ya.. i got limit myself de lor.. we at least tried to do smth....

after that called dearie.. to make sure she is coming.. cuz when its almost 10.. everyone came ler la.. then they wanna go... so needa rush deariee abit lor...

after that went into LT11 .. lol.. Cmaths talk + SEAL POINTS.. damm easy to earn... kinda didn knw wats it about anw.. haha.. just some planning on hw to save money for the future... like..studiess... wedding.... umm... family... car.... zzz... not THAT interesting...

went out.. after that... didn know where to go... and suddenly!! POOF~ girls one side boys one side.. guys all went to lab.. i did tutorial 7 with justin.. haha.. was not THAT hard bahh.. ok lar.. we all tried to look for things to do...

wonder wat the girls are up to.... hmmm...

ya after that went for cmaths.. i got A!! yay.. finnali.. a subject that im not so good at... but still managed to get a good grade.. ^^ happy man..

after that was after school.. did not wait for pq and the rest.. sorryy guys.. me and dearie walked first.. reached the bustop and BOOM! 69 came immediately.. knew dearie din want to get up cuz she wanna spend time with me.. but still we got up that bus... its okay dearie.... ^^

withing minutes... poof...... im alone again..lol.. went to take bus 21 from tamp to the coffeeshop... stood in the buss!! dammit cant sit!! and cnt sleep lar! so tired...

standing beside me was a girl.... an unknown girl... suddenly dearie msg me and said.... its her fren.. RIGHT beside me.. lol.. wth? and i dun even know... she shld have told me mah... then i can ACT as a nicer person.. lol !!

ya.. dropped and went around asking about the price of my hp.. hmm.. 200 bucks average... tamp is 280.. and one ah pek!! 130 nia..wtf la.. want to cheat me.. lol.. maybe gonna go tamp tmr.. using dearie's EX-hp.. lol.. thou it suck.. but then.. i plan to change my hp cuz the one i using always hang up dearie's fone.. tho she said she not mad.. not pissed.. i myself get pissed la.. srryy... -.-''

came home.. did beta!! kinda know alittle more this time... tho ALOT still have to be done.... planning to sleep late...... rush rush finish early.. relax early... tmr not working!! YEAH!! planning to quit the damm jobb... cuz it sucks... thou money can be alot... well see... zzz

hmmmm... oh ya... pq i know u want me to share my prbs and stuff.. but.. just... i don wan.. cuz to me.. its SHOCKING.. sumthing no one expects... my prbs ..ya alot.. but then.. im used to keep them all to myself... untill i realllli realli realli canot tarhan.. but for u... no such case.... got prb must!! TELL ME!!! rawr!!!

ok stop here.. kinda fierce today.. hehe...

btw.. dearie i love u.. lol..

2006-07-06T21:20:00.000-07:00

06/07/06 Thursday

ahh... wat a day.. woke up and it was raining..zz damm cold.. bathe come out can still shiver.. quickly got changed...

hmm.. didn nt eat breakfast cuz i tot i was late.. reached there russ was there liao... pq came right after me.. so we both were late i guess.. O.o whats cool is that we three wore the exact same jacket together la.. same colour same size.. same colour.. ^^

yahh.. went for vislit then... hmm teacher was late..!! i tot she not coming.. got back my heartxxx.. yay finnali i get A for smth.. haii.. waiting till neck long long laio.. finalli...

today's vislit abit wierd de... cuz need to go ard the sch.. kinda sian for me laa.. walk and walk non stop.. find.. bend... squat.. lol.. nt that fun...

went for lec after that... almost fall alsp again... the rest didn come for lec.. heard frm pq cuz they were too hungry?

ya... after that i went to lab to do my swimlane again... alone lor.. dearie go eat with her frends bah... after doing that i needa rush home..

did iiso e forum at home.. took me DAMM long sia... haii .. hate it.. projects sucks.. tried doing beta... and ... FAILED BADLY.. damm fed up with that now.. even tot of whether i shld stop studying that and... fail badly lar... D=

haii.. sadness and helpless.. haven eat dinner yet.. duno wat to eat la.. dun feel like eating at all...

2006-07-05T20:35:00.000-07:00

05/06 Wednesday

woke up at 7++.. woke up early cuz plan to meet pq to collect my ICE cream de... got ready before 8.. waitning for pq to call me.. wait abit.. then i sms her liao..

soon... the fone rang..!! i answer.. and pq started apologising to me LIKE ALOT.. lol.. abit wierd la.. cuz i dono wat happened maa...then she told me she just woke up... so end up i had to go sch myself to hand in the nmm thingyy.. sian..

luckily... russ meet me... lol.. damm very la.. he shwed me a video laa.. dammnnn funny.. see one time luff one time.. lol!! ya... then when for lecture and all... zz

bored ...

took back my papers... grades are average i guess.. well .. i dono wat to say.. but just.. no As bahh.. its okayy.. i'll TRY HARDER man.. dun tok abt it ler..

went home with deariee... she complains to me she hungry... lol.. she almost wanted to bite me... Zzz.. like alwayss...

went to buy dinner after that... waited kinda long for bus 3 laa... soon it came... and i fell asleep laaa... wth? almost missed my damm stop.. ahaha.. luckily........ i woke up at the rite time...

hmm.. nth to blog ler...

thats all folks..

2006-07-04T21:17:00.000-07:00

04/07. Tuesday.

hmm... woke up kinda early... but was LATE in meeting my dudes again.. sryy all.. =.= dono why.. just starting to be late alot of times liaoz... realli sorry.. i'll try be early nx time round..

ate some bread this morning... look at clothes.. did not knw wat to wear laa... zzz.. end up with the shirt i bought from queenssway... mmm... last time like dat shirt de.. wear and wear.. nw abit FADE liao.. SAD..

wasnt cheap... but ya.. i love it laa.. but then.. got HOLE!! haii.. okayy.. went for lessons today... TUTORIAL.. siann.. haii.. almost fallen asleep laa... D= cant get anything in my head at all...

after PRSP was .... hmmm.. NMM!! SUCKED!! i duno hw to do... lab was WAYY back... wasnt having any clue abt dreamweaver nor fireworks laa.. dammit... dun understand a single shty.. 0.O

was thinking bout it till i was like uhh.. at cmaths lect... uhh.. not really understanding it well.. but ya.. better than NMM..=.= after lecture... suppose to go home de... but den cuz got IISO and NMM haven do.. so stay back in sch to complete... else a rock lays hard on me.. >.>

managed to complete some IISO.. YAY... haha... hmmz.. was damm tired cuz last nite slpt late.. uhh about 1.29am.. dearie said before 1.30.. lol!! and ya .. i kept my promise okayy...

dammit feeling poorer and poorer... after every day past... hw i wish i was much more RICHER.. then no need to suffer.. can get anything i want... owell.. its FATE i guess...

after that sent dearie hm cuz she needa go her fren's concert at esplanade... hope its not too boring.. O.o she paid for it okayy... =.= then i went to meet Fernnice... walked walked abit.. she wannted to get a pair of shoes and a wallet... walked the whole of tm with her... then century square.. and... end up... buying nth.. lol..

russ and pq met up with us later... actually i already had food at home waiting for me lerr... but then... we all ate BK... was alittle full la.... later than eat my Rice... -.- haha.. supper... ^^

planned to buy a new wallet.. ^^ soon bahh.. received my pay!! omg... $170 bucks richer... haha... thou i had to suffer abitt.... zzz... or shld i say... ALOT? hmm see how long i can tarhan this job.. might nt last long i guess... zzz

okay laa.. nth more to say....tired lerr... btw.. i still hate NMM.. lol

2006-07-03T21:31:00.000-07:00

03/07 ...

hmm..woke up late! damm... was too tired after ytd at work...plus went to meet dearie ma.. came home.. eat... then did some work.. till 1..

slpt as soon as i lay on the bed...lol.. was too tired la.. eyes were damm small... lucky didn look like a panda...

went to meet pq... then go lab print notes.. waiting for dearie to come de lor.. =D printed smth wronglyy.. sian... tutorial 6.. instead of 8... srry man.. pq.. my bad...zzz...

it was raining today.. so damm cold when in bus.. needa use my jackeyy.. lol.. dammit didn wear it for quite sometime lerr.. =X

went to nmm first.. and had A for proposal... lol... yay.. wanted that grade de lor... dearie jia you man...

yaa.. umm went bowling after that.. didn bowl cuz i knw i suck ma... lol.. plan to RETRAIN again.. zzz sian.. ya.. see when my dudes are free.. gonna meet them and BOWL..

after that.. rest waited for a pool table... some went to arcade at the side niaa.. played racing........ OBVIOUSLY.... I WON.. muhaha.. =D

soon after time going to up ler mah.. so me and dearie act guai.. get back to sch... for nmm lecture.. tho it didn really help me.. zzz so sleepy the entire day laa... zzzzzzZ lazy sia.. then went home after that...

like always.. sent dearie first.. on our way.. saw FUNERAL again.. so many times liaoz.. at same place...zzz..then went to tamp interchange ask abt my hp trade in price.. cuz wanna change another hp.. maybe older model.. cuz i like that model lehh.. T.T tho is biggg

haha..okok.. so...ya.. my hp worth...uhh... 200 bucks nia larr.. pathetic... just enuff to exchange for the OLD nokia 6260.. abit sian... but owell...

then met pq.. took bus 3 go home.. reach home.. on comp didn knw wat to do... 5++ i slpt infornt of lappie.. abit uncomfortable.. so i jumpped onto the bed.. and laid FLAT.. haha.. umm tats all bahhh.. woke up and ate dinner after that...

thats all folkes... =DD

-serious guy...

2006-07-02T00:32:00.000-07:00

ummm... what a day...zzz... 02/07..

wasnt really a good day...started off by eating lots of bread... kinda almost PUKE.. nt sure why i ate so much either... way too much... had coffee too..

cuz needa meet HM at safra bus stop by 10.50 .. and pq too... so i tot i was late... o.O.. when i reach the busstop.. no one was there laa... dammit.. hm came later than me.. lol.. PQ was in bus 23.. so me and hm got up and met her...

talked talked abit.. then PQ told us she found 50 bucks from the uniform she got frm work... so she wanted to treat us lunch de ... 12++ she ask me go down see got wat food nice la.. she treat.. but den i dun feel like eating ma... shes damm nice la.. thx pq..

abit later.. she recieved an sms frm her aunt.. saying.. the 50 bucks its from her.. wahhh.. abit funny la... but i wasnt that dissapointed laa...

ok... had some issues at work.. dun wana elabroate... just that... its a BAD DAY.. oww... wondering shld i continue...zzz...

at first was really not in the mood to talk to anyone... so kept quiet alot at work... hasita and russ came to look for us... thx and sry for not talking to guys.. just.... i was not in a good mood... got some tiny problems with some stuffs...

uhh ya.. after work... i decided to meet dearie.. cuz i reallliii wanna spend time and see her de lor... was tinking alot abt her.. bought some food... wanna give her eat.. lucky she eat lor.. if nt i dissappointed.. bring all the way to her house bus stop.. dun eat...zzz... and ya... kinda shared watever there is la.. think the prawn one is nicer... O.o dun buy the sotong de horr...D=

then took cab to tamp interchange... then change to bus 3 haha... reached home kinda late abit.. 11+.. then decided to eat more!! maggiee... zzz without the soup.. taste wierd ... but ya... zzz

oh ya.. dammit.. i have to pay for my damm sch fees laa.. zz dammit... T.T

okay nth much more to say.. gotta do some NMM tutorial.. zz

ciao...

2006-07-01T13:05:00.000-07:00

ahh.. dono wat to say... umm.. a okay dayy...

woke up at 7+.. didn knw wat to do.. so lie there all the way to like uh... 9...

ate lots of breadd... for breakfast and a cup of coffee... was full..

not sure wat happened the whole of last night... wasnt happy at all la...

didn get much sleep too.. was watching soccer last nite with my dad and bro... they won... too bad i didn bet with them... if not i will be $30 bucks richer!! ahh... not allowed to gamble since dearie ask me not to...so i dun mind de.. =D

went to work.. its PQ's first day too.. hope she still okay with the job thou its kinnda hard and tiring... was tired nww... good luck pei qi..

saw justin and kel too.. think they came to see pq bah... soon after.. wz came too.. and SH aah... SH damm nice.. he bought us drinks okayy..

feeling better nw as compared to ytd bahh... and pq.. stop asking if im okay or not.. cuz u shld knw that i usually keep everything to myself... unless things get toooooo bad... and btw............... im fine.... so dun worry abt me ler..

hmm meet up with hasita and russ together with pq rite after work.. went to downtown to eat.. was funn la.. thou we were together like for awhile... pq was looking tired.. first time i saw.. ahh.. so went home after eating Mac..

from there... i go home lor....... then come home eat maggie again.. hhaa.. not THAT hungry.. but just want to eat sumthing.. ok.. stop here... blog again tmr..

2006-06-30T19:42:00.000-07:00

30/06

woke up at 7++ cant really sleep...

went out at 10

reach sch before 11

waiting for frends to come so as to celebrate siaohwee's b-day.. cake looks okay.. just the cutting of cake sucked alittle.. cake with red beans.. first time..

ate.. and went for lessons... was late.. we did java... kinda hard for me... dun realii liked it..

CMSY was after that... damm.. as blur and lost as usual...

went to jupiter again.. egg sandwich and apple drink sucks too..

went to 7-11 cuz dearie say she thirsty.. bought oak milk... and walked home.

then i go home..

top up my consession .. by the time im home.. its like7+ time for dinner..

just ate finish... and not sure wat im do later... perharps............

sleep...

2006-06-29T07:32:00.000-07:00

29/06

mmmmz... a short day today i guess... wasnt doing much... but finanliii its thurs lahh... kinda wanting it to come and go... zzz

visual lit was kinda boring.... critic after critic... haii sian... was tired lor... slpt at 2am last nite i tink... O.o not really doing anything.. just waiting.. for hours... yawned alott.. lol

okay presenting... and i was waiting quietly for my turn.. so bored ma.. so i start to think of wat to say.. waited and waited..think and think... thenn.. BOOM i rmb drawing the i love u word... so... decided to elaborate that ... sooooonnn... my turn reached... AH finally.. lol

ok...started bla bla -ing away.... then elaborated the I LOVE YOU thingy... lol.. okayy.. i damm shy la.. =.= the whole class was like quiet quiet de lor.. suddenly when my turn... everyone luff at it when i say laa... *blush* looked at deariee.. and she was blushing too la... =D

okayy... so my face damm hot hot.. canot tarhan.. wan faster present finish lor.. =X so after that... dearie's turn.. lol..ok laaa.. still didn say much.. but at least.. LOUDER laio.. =D hehe

then went to eat at jupiter cafe... not bad laa... ordered the chicken platter... nice la.. with mashed potato.. like the gravy most =D PQ the fish and chip oso not bad larrr... dammit... nice nice... lol..

okay.. we were talking about JB and suddenly... wy mistook wat we said.. that was really funny laa.. lol..dunt want to explain in details.. want to knw ask wy lor.. haha..

then we went to look at the tankss and all... okay la.. quite cool... but abit sian.. wondering if dearie ate ler mah lor.. -.- we walked to lecture room for the stupid talk... zzz.. waited for dearie maa.. so called her... lol.. and she ate ice cream!! omg... not fair.. =X

okay then she came... so we were kinda listening bahh.. i was acting to be listening.. was sian.. so i msg fernnice lor.. =X ask to see if she is okay.. cuz the way i see her.. like not okay.. O.o hope she will be fine.....will be there for u laa.. =D

then sent dearier home... hehe.. just enjoyed that moment alot bahh =D

okayyy... then took 69 again.............zzz was wondering if im gonna like do this every single day anot... hmmmz... bt ya... anyway... bus 3 came fast today.. but i slept in the bus agiann.. lol i tot i overshot the busstop laa... like sleep damm long.. when i wake up ... at TPJC nia lol.. wth... zzz

reached home..on lappie.. and STARED!! lol then after awhile feel slppyy so slpt at 6++ till 8.. eat maggie just nw... okayy.. thats all.. wanna chat with my frends nww.. take careee =D

ps. love u dear

ps. fernn.. no worries man.. need help seek for me...

2006-06-28T05:19:00.000-07:00

hmmm this day is going fast.. -.- wasnt doing or learning much at all .. was bored.. woke up at.... urrmmmm.... 6.10 i tink... O.O wasnt wanting to get up de... feel so tired laa... woke up and dashed into the toilet to bathee... was rushing cuz i wanted to style my hair de...=D looks goood huh?

ahaha.. i tink the colour is okayy baaa.. white wuld be even better lol!! planning to try white next time leii... see if im allowed anot first*ahem*

okaay... so went to meet the rest... i tot i was the latest.. but i met pq in the bus.. pheww.. at first i wasnt feeling alirght de... becuz of the way i felt last nite lor.. think think abit.... zzz... but.. in bus 15.. russel's joke is funny enufff..dammit.. its realli funni...

first... he called pq... and said he got embarrassed infront of alot of ppl..... in the bus... lol =D

then he said the bus got too many ppl ..no space to stand.. so he stood at the machine near the bus driver...

suddnely... bus JERKed... and btw.. he was grabbing the machine to support himself laa... when the bus jerked... the whole machine let him PULL out..!! lol damm funny... he even said he pretended that nth happened laa... but the machine too heavy lerr.. so he admit that he spoil that thing to the bus driver...

LOL .. wonder how that feeling is man.... sureeelyyy EMBARRASSED..its okay russ.. at least that made me luff luff abit.. =D

reached sch and went for lesssonss... kinda have lots of breaks today... first break we went to lab to do our work... second break we atee... ummm the food was okayy la.. that pasta thingyy... haha.. nott badd.. =D then continued to do our work.. time passed damm fast laaa... BOOM.. and it was like 2++ laio when me and deariee finished printing our work out..=.=

soon... teacher come laioz.. so needa start work again... zzz...did alittle work.. and listened to wat she gotta say.. was bored... had a can of ice coffee .. but it taste sukyy laa... but dearie drink alot from me lor...sob sob...

after IISO will be..... hmmm end of the day... walked dearie homee... =D kinda funny laa... she wan push me to the lamppost laa... D= had some fun thou.. Muaha..

okayyss.. then took 69 back to tamp interchange and then switch to bus 3.. slept in the bus... dammit... lol.. too tired this few days... duno why oso lor... didn do anything much and i feel so tired.. wth?

reached hm at about.. uhh... 7pm liao.. then had some fish porridge... and then a whole bowl of mee + hotdogs.. plus some other food... not bad laa...

oh ya... PQ say she wanna give me one tub of ice creammm laaa. omg omg omg... cant stand that.. really feel like eating now laaa.. =DD HUURY PQ .. tell me when horrr.... =D

okayyy.. i think im stop here... wanna find sumthing to do anwayyy.. hehex.. waitingggggg... Zzz

2006-06-27T20:35:00.000-07:00

... bad day bad day..zzz wasnt quite a good day... at first.. everthing was fineee..... kinda... woke up alittle early.. but still meet up with my frends late.. i was late... sorry guys.. D=

then hopped on bus 15.. still feeling like normal...

reached school... boring lessons.. and was still normal..

lectures after lectures.. and lab..... and day was almost over...

a blink of an eye and it was already like uhh.... time to go home... bought evelope first before going off... walked dearie home and then went to tamp...

went there to buy drink again... ytd i had bubble tea-coffee de... today.. i bought ice coffee from the coffee shop.. not bad.. i like that....

after that went to meet hock meng.. and we took bus 21 home together.. sat the new bus 21.. doesnt seem to be much off a diff.. but the bell sound was alittle annoyingg.. and the chair was alittle too new... and hard...

reached home.. prb came.. bro told me that my destop comp isnt working.. i tried.. and POOF realli it wasnt.. at first i tot it was my elder bro... but called and checked.. it wasnt him.. therefore blame goes to my younger bro...

but actual fact it was my lappie that made the desktop not work i guess... was spending many hours trying to solve it... frustrated now.......... DAMM ..

went to meet hock meng at noon time to dye and cut my hair... uhh.. maybe i should say.. trim... 31 bucks.. oman... wat a waste... zzz..

went home with an empty stomach.. till like uhh.. now... its 8.30 nw... still trying my best to complete the cmsy... no one really cares so much abt it after all...

but i do care abt my work.. actualli im serious abt those.. mmmz... not sure how to say hw i think and feel about it... WELL.. anyway..... i'll eat maybe sumthing later..... not sure wat shld i do now.. maybe shld just stare at the screen or smth... i see wat i can do...

hope spain can win france... last nite match between Australia and Italy.. both are good.. a nice game to watch... wun be waking at at 3am just to watch soccer.. but still hope spain can win.. wanted to bet.. but decided not to in the end... cuz i tink i dunt have luck..

a long day tmr.. rest early guys... nthing more to say end here.

2006-06-26T22:19:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhh... cool ... 26/06/06 cool date too... lol .. lucky day for me.. was kinda unhappy abt smth laa... before sch ended wasnt really happi de.. cuz of smth... dun wanna say it.. i tink u shld knw bahh... D=

hmmm.. woke up damm late la.. set alarm last nite to wake up at 6 today... but then becuz last nite was jamming with dearie.. and talking on the fone at the same time... time passed damm fast laa... by the time i look at my clock.... its like uh... 1.07am.. so i immediatelyy ask dearie to go to sleep ... also i wanna slp mahh =D we sleep together again.. lol

then after that rushed to TP early to print stuff for this week la... used up alot of paper laa.. zzz haha.. planning to buy new stack again soon... see when i free.. =D

ohh.. today hasita and hm came to my house.. lol.. was trying to help me soft my wireless modem thingy so that my lappie can use the net laa.. bought it on fri only lor... no time to make and solve laaa.... till only today.. ^^ FINALLY my laappie can be used.. kinda happy laa.. lol.. dun need to make dearie wait for me that much anymore.. sorry babe- but WAIT NO MORE.

and btw .. thanks to hasita and hock meng man... =D thanks a million!! sry man my room was messy la... zzz

so after that i started instaling and dling stuffs to my lao po liao.. hehe... not bad la.. quite nice to use... nx time shw u guys hw it looks like lor... a very nice and easy day for me la... good to be back at sch.. with the whole gang of LILs again..

PQ u okay maaa... wa liao.. see u so many years liao... kinda my first time to see u that sad laa... D= u sad make me alittle sad oso laa... hope u will get back up once again and i can see the CHEERFUL girl again laaa...... kinda missed ur laughter in just one dayyy... or less.. =.=''

after school sent dearie home... and the bus 69 came damm earlyy laa..lol.. so i dun need to wait that long.. hehe.. then nx min feel abit lonely ler.. lol.. not used to her nt being beside me laa.. =.= .. okayyys me stop here ler... =D take care and sty happy... =D

2006-06-25T23:30:00.000-07:00

Time for bloggging... was kinda bored for the entire day... did not know what to do.. was bored and thinking about some stuffss... woke up at ard ... 8++ suppose to wake up at 7++ but i was too tired... so decicded to only climb out of bed when i tot it was almost late...

met my fren at safra at 10.30... was raining....damm... after we met... got up bus 23.... zzz... damm cold... was kinda wierd becuz i took out my jacket out of my bag.... and that was the time when i needed it most...

struggled with the damm cold laa... freezing like hell... got off the bus and bought the empty cd before going upstairs to report for work... oh ya.. btw PQ will be joining us next week.. YEAH!! =D

haii ... abit sad just nw .. when talking on the fone la... D= duno why.. mmm just feel abit wierd... =.= dono la.. bus went past KFC laa... feel like eating man... long time nv eat lerr...=.= haaiii.. the spicy chicken la.. i want i want.. mashed potato too laa.. Large will be just fine... =D

sold 3 screenies today man.. cool cool.. earned more bucks now.. =D hehe.. needa work harder to earn more laa... realised that it isnt easy to be a GREAT guy after all ... haii.. Failed...

mmmz.. planning to go cut my hair on tuess..... yay.. maybe highlighting laa.. not sure yet.. i see how laa...

tmr hasita will be coming to my place maybee.. to help me make my wireless stuff ..thanks budd for ur time laa.. =D srry oso lorrr.. waste abit of ur time...

oh yaaa.. wanna thank hm la.. he is a great budd after all.. =D he recommended me jobs de lor.. even everytime after work... he waited for the same bus as me la.. kinda feel guilty abit laa... cuz needa make him wait for me.. waste his time la... summore i not talking much to him.. cuz i was talking on the fone maa.. sorry menggg...D= but got once i waited for him for one hr laa.. waiting for him to fang gong.. =.=

oh yaaa... dammit didn touch my lao po for so long lerrr..... haha.. still not working....zzz.. my interenet thingyy laa.. haii.. buy lappie already oso no use.. cuz i cnt really use it at all -.-''

oh ya.. another thing... dearrie.. damm sorry man.. -.-'' made u wait like for these two days la.. i knw ur waiting la.. and its kinda wierd to make someone wait for me la.. worst still .. my girl.. my fault my fault.. but i really too busy ler.. dun wanna get scolded or worst sacked by the boss laa... damm.. O.O

my memory is becoming from bad to worst laa.. dammit.. forget things damm easily sia.. D= bad poinT!.. btw pq.. i really hope ur okayy lor.. D= do wat u think its right and is best for urself laa.. tink ur too nicee... =D

ok..just ate ice cream and some food.. =D wanna go sleep soon.. =D see ya all tmr.... wrote kinda long already.. might be like PQ soon la.. =.= lol..

2006-06-24T08:39:00.000-07:00

hmmm... dammit was tired today when i woke up..zzz school is gonna reopen soon.. its SAT!! meaning... work for me again... zzz haii... ok woke up at 7.30am.. just to try my latest lappi.. btw.. its my LAO PO now.. =D

cant figure how to use the damm wireless thingy la...sucks man.. tried like uhh... 4 times already.. finnali im give up liao.. hard sia..

ohhh.!! went to meet pq, hm and deariee.. ^^ cut cut cut hair.. =D + dye.. O.o dearie was at a diff busstop laa.. =.= so we needa find her... lucky!!!!!! she was not lost... still can be by my side.. =D meet up.. and walked to the " cut hair place" lol..

the hairdresser looks quite young laa.. but then.. she has a son... a very annoying one.. he was playing his toys and asked me to play with him la.. wth? after that continued to play by himself... then he took a sword on his back.. acting some kinda ninja or wat... lol.. that was funny.. the FACE he had laa... i was luffing man... so was pq laa.. WTH.. haha

okay.. then...eyes blink blink.. and time is up.. time to rush for work.. just nice dearrie was done with her hair ma.. so talked to her reallyyyyyyy abit nia.. =.=" then went off.. she told me her hair was nice la.. and i had no choice but to like it lar... forceddd... lol.. and PQ... she said her hair is damm short.. dun worry la.. will grow back de.. =D

off to work... started off bored... i earnned commision!! yeah!!! lol.. although its $6 bucks.. =.= was thinking about dearie alot la.. dono why.. missed her lor.. =X

ya.. ok tired liaoz.. dammit eyes gonna close like NOW =.= take care all..

ps: miss u babe.. my 10 bucks too .. lol =D

2006-06-23T20:17:00.000-07:00

23/06!!! woo.. one mth ler.. phew.. waas kinda slow leii.. but nvm.. =D a good dayy for me.. went to meet pq first... looked ard for flowers laaa..!!! then in the end nv buy.. i abit regretted... zzz

then we flew to tamp.. haha.. founnd out that the flower shop has disappeared lah.. omg... wahah.. so looked ardddd for other shops.. we even went to toy'RuS -.-'' abit siao la... lol.. find and find.. still cnt find a nice one..... zzz... time running up ler lo... =X

went to gift shops instead.. looking and searching..walking in and out of the shops about quite a few times lahhh.. in the end... decided on which teddy ler lor.. =.= no more last mins anymore baahh.. hehe..

okay...phone rang.. dearie called laa.. so must chionnngg all the way to meet her and the rest.. hee.. then thats wher i gave it to dearie lor.. kinda a weird atmostphere la... zzz wierd situation.. but ya la.. hope she likes it.. Zz.. if nt can give me back de.. =D

went to seoul garden after that... lol... wat we ate are mainly meat meat meat... hotdogs hotdogs la... nth much.. ate the SWEET icecream la... not nice after all.. zz.. PQ's nicer laa.. i want one lor =D

after eating.. i wennt to simlim.. didn want dearie to follow me cuz i scared she nt even time to do her work.. and wun be home dat early lor.. and i was right... damit i reach hm like abt 10++ lahh... eat....bathed.. and started fixing my lappi...

soooooo freaking hot la... the wires all damm messy.. tired fixing the router and everthing la.. tot can use ler.. in the end... zzz... wth? cnnot laaaa... haii... by that time its like... uhhh.... 1++ ler.. so cannot take it.. must sleep

PQ called so we talked abit.. i didn tok much cuz almost everione was in my room la.. soory pq.... was tired ma.. so better msg dearie first.. then soon..... i fell asleep la...

btw.. hope dearie is fine.. =D dun tinkkk so much babe.

2006-06-22T20:15:00.000-07:00

22/06 zzz.. bored day... was trying to do cmsy... woke up at about 11am!! lol.. was late...did not even eat my breakfast... 12pm wenttt to the comp

at first did not know what to do... so soon after i found out that my cmsy isnt even touched... so decided to start on it again... made a call to yong han... and Finalli he answer la...two days ago he suppose to send me somthing.. but he didn.. SWT =.=''

dammit.. hate grp work... zzz .. spend the entire 4 hrs on the comp doing my cmsy alone.. siann.. untill now still not completed.. im passing it over to yong han later... yay... a load off my damm chest... i tink... hmmz.. schools gonna reopen reali soon .. yay? but not yay for the handing up of work.. just wanted to be back at sch i guess..

was watching soccer last nite with my dad... was guessin their scores.. almost got it rite.. =.='' at the same time was waiting for dearie to miss call me... wanna sleep together... lolx... and close to 1am she missed call me ler.. yay.. that means we can sleep.. Zzz

gonna watch soccer again tonite... =D if my dad watches... i dun like to watch alone cuz i talk alot abt it when i watch..if no one was there.. i'll be talking to the damm walls la!! oh ya.. PQ asked me for help abt PRSP... but i didn managed to help her la!! D= SORRY..

btw... i am finally buying my lapppieee... ohhhwhooo~~~~! dammit.. i was RICH out of a sudden... my uncle banked in 2200 bucks into my bank.. WOO!! lol.. but i needa pay him back everi mth.. kinda borrowed it from him since im a poor boi ... Zzz.. haii... hope dearie wants to go with me to sim lim tmr after the seoul garden thingyy.. hehe... LILUS wan come oso can lor.. =D

today had my breakfast at 12pm lar!! almost forget to eat.. =.='' then lunch was at 4++pm.. dinner was now... lol.. okok.. wanna go jamming soon.. =D jia you on ur work guys!! 2 more days nia hor... =D

2006-06-21T21:58:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. 21 !!!! oh yehh... another day passed like my eyes blinked...dammmit.. its gett ing closer to week ends again.. hated weekends now since i had to work... kinda could spend more time with dearie ..sorry =X

mmmmz... today kinda didn do much tis morning..... till like in the afternoon... i met HM at school... went to print some stuffs then went to look for lappie liao.. in the end cannot find a SINGLE laptop la.. saddd...

met lilPURP at 4.15 at tamp platform... she was early this time.. lol.. (just kidding =D) hehe.. hopped on the mrt and went to orchard.. from there we went to look for a building near far east.. there to register my job thingy to the agency so that i can get my pay next month.. =D
still... needa work hard to earnn more... zzz

after that... PQ saw a watch booth... and we kinnda found the white watch she lost the other time la........ so at first... she decided to buy...... then next minute.. she say... Forget it!! it was damm funny la... her actions... and plus when she see smoking ladies... her reaction is funny too.. =D the way she move and dodge the smoking air and the things she said.. wahahah..

from there we walk to far east... mmm.. went to look for Pq's hp strap... not bad la... suit her.. since it is PURPLE again.. zzz haha... but ya.. i tink its nice lor =D good taste... HM cant find smth that suits him la.. poor thing... but hor.. mine still looks best.. haha.. thou i didn buy la.. my old one nice lor.. =D oh ya.. btw .. i hung the hp thingy already =D <333>

went to eat LJS ... hmmm not really filling la... eating half way and.. ringggggg!!! sleeping beauty was up!! lol.. she called me dude!! =D talked abit... or kinda say... alot bahh..? but i always accidentally hung up her fone becuz i press the cancel button... i know she is pissed at that la.. i know!!!!! sorry babe.. =X not on purpose.. even if u tell me ur nt pisssed.. i myself is pissed at that la... shyt phone sia.. sorry -.- sorry =.= sorry O.o sorry o.O if ur reading this part.. dun angry ahh...

then from there we went to tamp mall again to help HM look for his strap and hp cover.. managed to finalli find sumthing for him la... lol also we went to best denki to look at lappie again.. planning to get one... a good and cheap one.. lol.. mmmz.. then from there we headed home.... till now.... zzzZ

okay.. im go eat again now.. there is more food waiting for me.. chicken chop with fries with rice.. whowh!~~ shoik shoik... *drool* okie.. see ya .. =D

2006-06-20T20:23:00.000-07:00

hmm.. 20/06.. a boring dayy.. wasnt doing much stuffs at home... woke up kinda early today.. about 8am..but wasnt doing anything.. was bored..

stared at the comp for quite awhile ... then i realised that my alice programm was missing... not at the destop.. tried searching for it everywhere and it cannot be found.. dammit.. i tink my bro kinda delete it... or smth... =.= i needa redo.. was kinda low at first... but still started redoing everyting bit by bit..

then soon... baby came... zzz.. wtf? dammit.. she woke up early.. and was pestering me alot.. still.. i played with her and all.. leaving my alice on its own.. till about 12..she finnaly went to sleep.. i continued with alice again.. wth... managed to do some.. quite alot.. within 2 hrs.. also realise that my CMSY is kinda wrongly done.. wthhh... zzz... so kinda discussed with johnaton abit.. finnally discussed smth... so kinda knw on wat to do.. and btw.. thanks to WQ too.. she helped me understand things better.. thanks dude..

did my alice till my bro came home... i allowed him to play...even thou i had very little time left for my projects la... weekends needa work... wth..2 whole days gone like this.. waited and waited and waited for the damm comp.. till like.. uhh... 6..

at first bro didn wan to move his butt off the chair..so i started raising my voice again..i shouted kinda loudly when he said wait... i was like.. WTF? daamm him being a selfish bum.. shouted a few mins at him... and boom.. he left... sorry dude.. i have to rush my work.. and playing isnt THAT important okay...

its 8.14 rightt now.. having my dinner.. at first didn plan to eat since i kinda dun have the mood. bt ya.. deciced to eat maggie then... i hope tmr will be a better day... well i raelly hope lilUS did smth work too... guys dun slack ler... chionggg...

my food is getting cold ... im go off first.. see ya..

2006-06-19T21:51:00.000-07:00

19 junee...=D hmmm..woke up today and it was already raining... nice weather to sleep.. waited this day for a very long tyme... haha... finally.. but now kinda like gonna be over..

hmm..met dearie at about 11.50am at tm.. i was late.. lol..first time? o.O soli lah.. =D went to have lunch... jap food.. my treat lol.. getting poorer and poorer.. lol ate and left at abt 12.30pm.. met the rest at 1pm... we was early.. so needa wait for kc and his gf.. ED.. and justin and kel... dammit..b-day needed to wait for the rest.. lol..

took bus 54!(i rmbed tis time) to bishan..then took bus 59(i rmbed again) to wz's house.. lol took kinda long.. by e time we were there.. its 2pm.. watched alittle tv and had some fun(muahah-not dirty) soon after we gather for my cake..!! lol.. my dearie chose de.. she said so.. hmm like it la.. =D oh ya.. pq kinda took a photo..tink i will look wierd.. hmmm.. i'll ask her to send it to me thou... muahah..

had the SONG!! lol.. sounded alright.. but ya.. b-day celebration was great la.. BEST so far.. at least i get to spend it with dearie and my gang of gangsters...(guai version) hmm then... ate cake... then started to open the presents...

First..... my dearie... whohoho... a couple key chains.. can ask me .. i'll show it to u immediately... =D haha.. liked it alot..... love it love it love it.. her card has her neoprint on it.. haha.. i'll look at it everyday..

then..secound..... from my gang of frends... hmmmm... a GREAT gift... 2 T-shirts.. nice nice... the orange one rock man... lol.. the other is brown... omg... the colour that i wanted to buy... =.= but then ya.. i like the shirts alot dudes!! thanks man..

then........... the third....most unexpected... zzz... guess wat? lolx... SEX CANDY... lol... its damm shocking okay... its white and kinda round.. everyone of us took one to try....and for me it taste kinda wierd + aweful... zzz.. its quite intersting la... sumthing memorialable okay... =D best gift for an 18-year old boi boi.. lol.. thanks to my sec freinds..

was fun... left wz house early..abt 5.45 and send xw home.. wat happen then was great la.. not elaborating.. hee..=D had alot fun thou..... =D btw wy..i didn forget u.. i kept a sex candy for u..muahah... try it when ur back.. =D

oh ya... the thing dearie gave me is smth i wanted to buy the other time.. but becuz i didn brought enuff cash with me... so i bought another pair of hp accessory for us both.... lol.. but i recieved that on my b-day... if not we will have the same exact pair of key chains -.- haha - our mind thinks alike.. =D

dammit..so long a blog.. sry guys.. lol.. got alot to say.. so ya... zzz.. kk i'll stop here. btw today's an Owned day!! =D

2006-06-18T17:29:00.000-07:00

ohh..bloggging now..woke up at 8 i tink... to go online and chatty.. lol.. but was tired when i woke up la... ate some bread...(like always zzz).. soon.. 10 AM !! soo... needa rush off to work.. suppose to meet hock meng at 11.15... but i reached there at 10.59.. why m i keep on waiting for others.. lol.. shld have come later

dammit was busy during the weekends since i decided to work.. wasnt as easy as i tot.... actually didn think it was easy... the boss... is damm stuck up la... thou its 5 bucks per hour...++ commisiion.. i was not allowed to get commision for the first 2 days... so .. WTH? lost like uhh..14 bucks.. sinice i sold like only 3 lol... other promoters were seling like.. 18? 10? and me.. 3? lol..wth... zzz.. PQ will be joining and expericing what i went thru sia... wats worst is that...

ytd i made 2 mistakes infornt of the boss.. OMG.. todays my b-day and the day before i got scolded..WTH? lol..but anyway... im fine ler... just wondering did i went to the wrong company.. Philips thou.. =.=

oh ya decided to do some spacing since dearie say its hard to read if i have a whole chunk of words.. whoooo so tmr is finally 19!! haha.. damit not sure why... but i tink tis yr's b-day will be my best i guess... cuz i had a whole grp of frends with me.. thou i didn get to spend time with my sec frends.. haha.. but SEC frends.. maybe we can go out or smth soon?

for my family hmmmm..dun tink they even bother.. so..ya.. D= thats why my frends are impt.. cuz i dunt share my prbs with my family much...dad works all the time.. mum does housework like 24/7.. brothers.. =gamers.. so...whats nexT? frends of cuz.. but right now.. i have a gang of great frends.. Ownaged man..

but ya.. wondering how will it be like later.....hmmm some actions? wat will pq give me? XW? wat ur giving..tell mi tell mi!! =D hmmz... will be a great day i guess... perharp when i come home i can update this again. =D

2006-06-17T07:57:00.000-07:00

Ohh ohh... finanllyy managed to get sometime off to BLOG!! =.= mmmzz.. was working the whole dayyy today...same will it be for tmr.... missing dearie and my dear frends man... =X excited about the PRESENTS la... =.= think its my first time in recieving gifts... PLUS!! one from my sweetheart.. so many past relastionship but none frm my ex.. this time.... Muahah.. im waiting.... lol waa.. leg was alittle tired.. did recieve ur msg dear... but was busy so... didn replyy... dammit theres a girl at my workplace who looks like her... (back view) so when i kinda look at her.. i'll tink of dearie.. sad la... 2 days no see u... tmr will be the 3rd... haiii wanted to meet her after work... but she wants me go home... Zzz so went home... about 9++ i sat downstair my home..didn want to go home yet.. so chatted and chatted.. till i got MOSQUITE BITE damm... 3 in a row................ luckily isnt itchy now.. lol .. but ya i fed the mosquitos..heard about ED's GIG from pq when i came home.. kinda sad...... but ED u'll always be a good music guy i known so far la.... dun get to dissapointed hor... i knw ur good just by listening to ur remix cannon? LOL its dammmm nice okay.... i almost tot it was some other band.. till i ask ed... it sounds like a record or smth... saleable.... =D ate my dinner like only now.. kinda starving.......!! working isnt easy after all.. but spending...... was damm easy.... not really sure where the money in my bank went actually cuz i didn really spend much on myself..... just bought a bag.... my hp... and sumthing else... but all that kinda cheap... oh ya.. plus my bills.....and expenses..... but still my money cant be that little.... o well thats why i needa work nw... if not... i cant even feed myself............. zzz...okie dokie.. im tired rest noww... u guys take care and btw!! do ur projects horrrrr... dun play play play.. Zzz do hor!! lol 1 MORE dayyy!! FAST FAST FAST

2006-06-16T20:21:00.000-07:00

Hmmmz... ahhhh.. a boredd day... wasnt doing much... but was at the comp for quite some time.. tried to do the prsp project.... but kinda failed... giving up soon... wth... prsp sucks... especially at the animation part.. wth... its freaking hard for me.. =.='' didn raelly jammed much today.. dammit starting work tmr.. should i be happy or sad? Happy cuz im get some money at least.. sad becuz gonna start being less energetic.. and im gonna miss ED's performance!! omg..... sumthing i wanted to watch laa...D= damm .. sorry ed!! and btw !! good luckyyyy babe. rofl.. woke up late today.. uhh.. about 10++ 11 .. since me and my younger bro was the only ones at home.. i had to be the one to change the damm diapers for my courzin.. it wasnt easy okay.. and its a HER!! aww... ya.. she told me her diapers was full and wanted me to change it!! omg laa.. i tried my best.. she then told me i stick it too tight .. wahhaa.. dammit still a noobie at that.. but ya.. finnaly managed to change for her and her diappers was REALLY HEAVY!! the whole thingy kinda sank O.o after changing she told me she had stomach ach.. i was like .. uhhhhhhhh OMG? lol.. i told her to sit on the bed and not move.. before her stomach hurts even more.. and im suffer even more.. lol.. lucky she didn ... phewww =.= helped my mum vaccumm the floor..*cough* once again a nice guy.. LOL .. was not easy.. cant imagine my mum having to do that everyday... zZz ..went online late.. sorry dearie..kinda knw ur waiting.. chatted abit.. less than ytd D= she didn wanna bother me.. thou i wanted her to care abt me more.. lol.. nvm.. =D working tmr........ awww... hope the job is fine.. nt sure if im able to update my blog again tmr night.. will try my verii best... well ya.. thats all i have bahh.. mehh... someone get me out of boredom.... =.='' 3 days more!! gogogo!!

2006-06-15T20:50:00.000-07:00

Ohhh.... another day is over? lol.. damm fast.... didn really do much...woke up at 8++9 O.o but didn get a chance to play o2jam... MAINTAINCE... dammit.. lol... therefore talkeddd...and stared at screeny.. haha..after that rushed out to downtown mac to do some dicussion with dear..yong han anddd johnaton.. hmmm johnaton was a quiet boi... more quiet than me... lol.. i tot i was quiet... hmmm... but ya.. was the first one there... ( as usual) seldom meet up late.. =D serious guy is always like dat !! =D soon johnaton cammee... follwed by xw and then latest of all.. yong han...... haha... started to try make them talk... johnaton...hmm..quiet......... xw....quiet...... she only nods or shakes her head... me... TALKED.. haha.. yong han too.. yaya... phew glad yong han was there... make things much better and easier.. dicussed...first time i was the one to tell who to do wat..haha.. kinda wierd... but ya... O.o hope wad i asked them to do was righttt? wa liao.. miss my frends man... =X kinda weird not being able to joke with them sia... their jokes still funny to me..haha.. dammit needa start work soon... this coming SAT!! omg... haii... wanted to go to GIG(ed's concert) to support him and his grp of frends.... but now.... Zzz... oh ya.. chatted with dearie till like..hmmm... kinda late... lol we have damm alot of things in common... from family...... to......umm most of the things laa... haha... wow... manged to see lots of 19 today... bus sign 19... bus 19.. even when i looked at the time.. its 19.00 lolz.. and btw my b-day is on the 19!! starting to like this number like ALOT.. rofl.. mm.. send dearie homee... walked kinda alot ba..? haha.. but ya.. i shld since ytd i didnt...felt damm bad... tot she wuld carry her lappie out today..so that i can help her carry it instead... but she didnt... haii... oh ya... PQ is a dammmmm nice girl..can be compared to SERI soon.. haha... she apologises to me alot la... for being in between me and xw.. actually i really dun mind at all... dun tink xw mind too... i dunt neglect my frends becuz i had a gf okay... =D so pq.. dun ever feel sorry man...... =D

2006-06-14T20:16:00.000-07:00

time to do some blogging for today.. hmm did really do anyting todayy... slpt alittle late last nite .. about 2.30am i tink... was talking to deariee when my mum suddenly woke up!! damiit... that ended my chat with dear... sorryy.... was hungry last nite so went to look for some food to eat...wanted to eat ice cream at 1++am.. but was not allowed to by someone... so... didn eat.. untill just now!! lol.. ate mac ice cream.. haha... at least i ate ice cream finnallyyy... met dearie at downtown.. tink she came for me.. lolz.. maybee......... ya we ate ice cream... hehe... thats the best.... wanted to eat it for long liao mannn... pq.. i miss ur damm ice cream laaa...T.T kinda used DIY dye my mum had on me ytd...... hair still the same ... no effect =.= hai.. wanna dye and cut soon.. waiting for my to come.. rofl..was chatting with deary all this while till about 6++ then decided to leave... but waited for bus 3.... 3 bus 3 came... but all fully packed..... and xw said she wanna sit in the bus ...since got no space...we walked... but... i only walked her to the mrt station only... and her lappie is heavyy laa.. pity her that she needs to bring it with her all the way home....zz.. soorrryy... i tink u kinda wanted me to send u all the way la.. but i didnt.. tired baa.. O.o then went home... my mum was waiting for me to eat dinner together... so.. luckily i didn send xw home.. if not i will get nagged and scolded for making her wait zz... xw said its okay.. mmm.. i'll promise to send u home tmr kk..? but lets leave earlier.. before i get tired.. lol.. ya... so it was today.. hows LILUS? having alot of fun at pool? O.o

2006-06-13T05:02:00.000-07:00

A post for today... nothing much...was kinda mad sia... seeing the baby....whoaaa... can die if i face her the entire day... just closed my damm door.. so that no one can disturb me..lol.. woke up at uhh.... 7.30 O.o dammit sia.... my ro account got hacked.... think 3 times laioz... siannnn.. dun wanna play that game liao.. so bored.. let me start jamming for sometime ba... =D lol... whoho...waaa mal tagged me.. my sec frend tageed me.. lolx.. cool cool... jamming the entire day again... (minus the time i was looking after the baby) haha... finally i bought my damm pants... still wondering wat pq is up to sia...... she damm secretive man......xw too... keeps that frm me.... haii... tell meee.......?! called my frend ytd... told him i wanna work... might be starting work soon....this sat baa... O.O cannot dun work..aint lucky like most ppl... have allowance..... me.. supporting myself i guess... O.O cant survive a few mths later... will die of starvation... so i might start working permemtly baa... weekends niaa... well see la....... anyway...take care all.. rmb... be free on the 19th man.. lolx

2006-06-12T17:09:00.000-07:00

Hmm..ytd was dammmm fun... lol..was jamming like crazzyy.. haha..with my peeps went to wz's hsee a cool and big.. and comfortable de... dammm cool sia.. how i wished i can owned that house for like uhh.... a DAY? lol.. went to his room... hmmm.. the crazy gamming room..damm cool... 3 lappies side by side.. cool man.. was jamming using pq's lappie... hmm.. kinda used to it.. but still... i like my comp better... haha.. anyways..... thanks for letting me play.. =D was switching comps all the time...dammit.. abit ba huan.. but ya... zzz... left the cool house at about..... uhh... 6++ cuz my dear girl needs to go home to eat... ya.. poor her...... i shld have given my lunch to her sia......... T.T srryy.. >.> all of us took the same bus..... and kinda split up later... walk her to her house gate .. haaha.. after that ... feel lonely liao.. so fast lor... Zzz.. a great and cool day.. but was abit tired laa... even thou i didn want to sleep early.. will be working soon...........Zzzz... money deplete too fast liaoz..... better top up..... if nt the rest of my days.... will be staring nia... hmm pq still donwana tell me wats it...... so secretive sia... wondering if i'll get a underwear? is that wat u bought? lol..... with those struggles u said... it might be that sia...... haha... =D actually i dun mind de lor... seeing u all is good enuff ler.. cuz i dun get to celebrate my b-day every year de.. perharps last year was good... cuz my frends bought 2 pieces of cakes la... alittle surprised cuz i didn expect to see b-day cakes for me for quite some time liao.. haha... k laa... i stop here... overall is a great day for me... srry dear... lolz.. =S

2006-06-11T19:53:00.000-07:00

hmmmz....waaa.. a cooling day...zz... was waiting for sms...... but only got it from pq... lol...wasnt really the one i waiting for laa... D= untill i canot tarhann... humphh.. nvmm.. was bored the whole of today sia... but ya.. tmr going wz house..shoik man..get to see my frends and most proberly luff like it always happens..... haha.. damm fun sia.. =D yay... managed to get xw to dl the game.. oyeh~ was busy setting my blog and managed to find a new cursor... lol..actuallyy she chose for me de... =X but ya.. i liked it la.. think all of u also bored at home baa... mmmz... my b-day nx week wor.. kinda looking forward to it for the very FIRST TIME.. haha... duno why la... but raelly looking forward to it like alot....... zz... try to be free hor.... then we all can go out together...? pq faster ask me out lor.. lolx.... hmmz.. hope u all dun feel as bored as me baa.. haha... take care la..not much for me to say today... just waiting for that day to come.. zz... FASTER 19!! dammit.. lots of things gonna happen? muahha...

2006-06-10T20:33:00.000-07:00

hmmmm.....what a niceee day... thou damm bored sia... =( woke up at 8++ today instead of 5.. cuz last night sleep quite late... was talking on the fone untill my hp no batt... *whoops* hand was tired and ear was DAMM red... lol... but nvm.. worth it de... ^^ after talking... was watching world cup with my dad... o.o seldom watch de.. but cuz i dun feel like sleeping so early....so...watch lor... till 2.00am.. then was waiting for miss call ............ untill i sleep.. lol..bad sia.. sleep so late... o.o woke up today with an empty stomach sia.... nth to eat de... always eat bread untill i wanna puke.. how i wish there was like... uhh.. susuage... egggs... mmmz... ^^ hungry now.. tmr i gonna have hotdogs!! YAY!!... lol kinda slacking the whole time...talked on the fone with russ...dammit.. long time no chat la... didn expect that when i talk to u... time pass damm fast.. lol.. my bladder was close to bursting too la... LOLz.. but ya... miss the chat liao.. call me more oftten hor... haha... =P after talking again.... i went to lie on bed... and YES!! baby went home today.. so kinda have more time to do my things... SLEEP!! zzzzZz haha.. planing to change my blogskin realllllyyyy soon.... kinda happy to hear a good piece of news frm kel........ muahha =D good good..... ya... then had dinner just now... dun feel like eating de.. but still ate... mmzz.. ya... going to look for a better blogskin... anywayssss................ missing all my frends laio.... *cough cough* i mean ALL lor... =D

2006-06-09T06:30:00.000-07:00

hhmmzz..what a dayy.. >.> damm tired... lolx.. waited for pq today.. was late... but pq was later... lolx... she said i was born to wait for her... lol.. wth..? maybe one day i should come really late....... muahah... kinda alittle late when we reach sch.. was hearing the song Just the girl by click five hmmz.. for about 4 times in the bus... lol.. thanks to pq lor... but i like it.. =D was raining...sian... actually wanna bring umbrella de... then thinking.....decided not to bring..... cuz im lazyy... dun like to have things on hand.... >.> feeling less stressed since the papers are over... and ya.. i feel better abit ler laa... at noon had headache sia.... so went to sleep till like 6++ then wake up... then feel neck hurts... lol..head untill now still hurting lor....D= wanted to go to downtown east just now... but..... my head hurts too much liao.. scared walk half way bang on the wall... -.-'' so in the end nv go....going to go sleep soon laa... sian... waste my dayy... i wanna watch tv de lor......... but feel too uncomfortable liao... anyway.. hope u guys had fun baa... hws the moive..? o.o oh ya.. dammit sia.. went to tamp after sending xiao wen home.. go walk walk.. and spent...money.....waaa... T.T needa bite bread soon.... money in bank deplete laa... bo allowance.....worst... lol... anyone wanna FEED me ma? lol... but i bought smth i wanted to buy a week ago laa... wats it? not telling.. haha.. =P ok laa.. i need go sleep ler... damm heavy sia my head.. i'll read ur blogs all tmr first thing in the morning laa.. =P

2006-06-08T04:38:00.000-07:00

just feeling wierd today...duno why... felt abit lonely baa.. sian and alittle pissed too..dammit.. wat the hell... -.- wierddd... anyway..yaa.. cmsy was finally over.. much more relax after the paper tmr.. wasnt that happy today when i came.. but after paper feel much better with the small jokes from my friends .. thanks... btw justin.. i really dun PSK de.. just too occupied with that... and pq... i didn psk u... tot u understand me... owell.... =( anyway..sorry guys for not hanging out with u all these few days... have nth much more to say liao.. take care.. and have fun after tmrs paper lor..